My feelings, my emotions,my letters to you, some are clear, some are not. Message is clear. I have so much to tell you.
Sabina Faisal I am a very emotional person,I want love,affection and attention.I feel strongly and happy when I keep on getting that dose.I know myself for sure,I love u and I make love to u That is like wild crazy and everything.But when I feel no hugging smiling missing like u want me to be there,my battery becomes low.My world seems less brighter.My day start with a tiring body. I understand u r occupied and I am not putting my feet in ur shoes. I am always eating ur head for more love so I dont understand ur ways .When my windows r closed for too long then I become like this.I think u know this.Hope u do. Alhumdullilah no complains. I tried to leave u all alone, let u be in ur own shell,give u and ur thought time. But am also losing myself. We both have sacrificed a lot,together.I don't want to go back in that timezone of alloof Ness. No matter what I am here,plz be there with me too give me that feeling that u r with me.
Sabina Faisal U r my strength. When u r their with me I am at peace Alhumdullilah. Whatever is in my heart is there in front of u. It may right or maybe wrong. If I ask u again an again, do u love me, how much, before or after blah blah. Consider urself lucky. Alhumdullilah. Ask urself does it make u feel good,content .Love 😍 is a magnet, I know u love me, u care for me, u want me Alhumdullilah . Add a bit color to it. That's it. Think abt us a little bit more. Make me feel that u should have gotten me when u were single. That u should have been in love with me before. I know 100% u love me with ur ♥ and soul.
Sabina Faisal Do u remember, during our engagement days u took me out for a ride maybe it was the first one. Opposite village restaurant, their was, I think Vimpi's. I was very nervous, excited, happy to be with u. Ur couple of friends were also there. U held my hand and held it tightly. Oh my God, that was an electrifying feeling, still can feel it, that shiver of happiness, that feeling of being loved, feeling of being happy with me. That current, rush of blood. U r good looking, gentleman, good at heart man. U r a strong man. I love very much. U also love me, u r comfortable with me, u r with me most of the time, u worry abt me, u never said no to me on anything, u have made me do things that I always loved to do. U r the reason that I smile. Lucky Alhumdullilah for everything, my kids r my strength my responsibilities, my thanks to Allah that I will always guide them right. When I smile it make u strong, that what u tell me. When u r not happy it always keeps me thinking, worrying that I couldn't. I feel insecure abt my relationship. Age has never scared me, lack in happiness love smiles time out, that I feel is scaring me, That I am losing time. It's not I am complaining to you, u r stuck in their urself. We have to give ourselves the break, I think give ourselves the importance above other things. U also have to make an attempt, what we can do here, we should and also out for vacation we should. I do but ur mood slow me down an I start feeling insecure. I bug u all the time asking, u love me, u tell me that, I have to trust u, that u do. Allah ki aman ho hamesha, inshallah together we pray, prayers r never rejected. U r not weak u r tired. I want u to fall in love with me.
Sabina Faisal I always tell u I love u. Maybe saying it to often. But what can I do. That's as long as I am living, I will. U r my strength my dream. U r my habit. It's like I want to hear ur voice, I take ur name in every conversation I do. Honestly to be more clear, you make me more alive, more aware. I am lucky to be ur wife. Love u always.
Sabina Faisal I love you very much. When I get up in the morning Alhumdullilah I thank Allah when I sleep I thank. When I wanted to change for u, as I thought u had something in mind, certain kind of person around u, I started losing my easiness. Kids I don't want to pin anything abt them, as right now I am all abt u. They r my world. I am myself because of u, I am bless to have u. U r the reason to get me going to calm down to smile even when it's time not to. U being with me make me strong. Taking each other granted is not right word. It's like we know we have each other. U want me to be with u when u come home we spend a lot of time together don't think we r a lot different. We r not different. Their r times when I feel I am not important for u. That doesn't come under being different or taking each other for granted. Believe me we r not different. U said u think of me as urself. Alhumdullilah that's what I say I do the same. Give some time to think what I said, hope and pray u understand why I was upset. Being different, taking granted not the right direction. I know u love me a lot.
Sabina Faisal Love you so much, don't have enough vocabulary to share my love for u. My eyes were always on you, from day 1. You still have me glued to u. You have made me very special. Worth living with u every day every moment.If u sense my love, I want to sense it more. Never ignore me or you'll have to face the consequences. My dreams and fantasies r all with u. Just do it, So u can live happily ever after. Happy Valentines day
Sabina Faisal Faisal I love you , I can never get over you. You are my hero, no one is like you. Scientifically, if I say, that in an experiment just a very genuine connection was developed. Whatever was connected to our cells was coming out all ++++.(Alhumdullilah) I admit today that, I am a flirt. Over you again and again and again and so on..... I can't explain in words, what's that I am glued to you, feeling now at this moment, its better some things should not be explained. Woh Ahsas buhut everlasting hai. Words mein Shayad explain nahin kiya ja sakta. But jab tak hoon will try to look for words. Naughtiness, waiting to listen again and again from you, keeping alive, ever colourful love, actions and that twinkle light in our eyes, our new discovery of knowing each other again and again Is all love. Alhumdullilah.
Sabina Faisal I love you and miss you a lot. You work so hard and not enjoying doesn't make me content and satisfied. I mean, Alhumdullilah all is good we are doing everything but you are not here. There is a kind of guilt, I know it's not what you wanted either but sharing you my feeling. I am incomplete without you. Part of me is always missing. Kids are growing, all of them, they have their own ways, the young lot Abhi looking at us, the elders found out their own ways. We have to enjoy our ways, spend time with each other, what we always wanted. Sometimes we should be the priority for our own selves.
Sabina Faisal I want to live with you forever. Want to go and live in a countryside, green field, trees, river by the side, sailing our boat all the way, whenever we want. I always dream of this. I always dream of being around you and you have no worries, just the way you want to enjoy life. Walking in the field covered with trees, enjoying the early morning breeze, light drizzle. Doing barbeque on the patio. Enjoying your kids, chatting with them. Everything, with you, just the way you want. I dream of this. You are the one I dream about, you are the one I romance. I mean romance of a lifetime. I know the reality,that's whats been given more importance.But another reality is,its not in our hand.'Hard work IS.' I believe in reality,I believe in love. We have love in abundance,alhumdullilah rich in it.Lets spend it lavishly.
Sabina Faisal Values are the core of a happy, satisfying life. I always believe in it and I think have said it ,so many times, to all of you ,that it's installed in almost all of you. Alhumdullilah... In my younger days, I was following my values with the rigidness, which in turn was stressing me out. I used to feel guilty and confused. I always use to weight my thoughts and actions and they were not corresponding. "Why do I feel like this?". I used to ask you, why I am feeling like this.You used to tell me, "you said everything right but you sounded like uncompromising,like a hardliner, strict." I was not happy with myself.Now want to take life easy. Samar you have to look into it.You have to make urself aware of urself.Apni baat dosroon kay dil main kaisy utarni hai,us kay liye dosra rasta dekho.I feel sometime, unconsciously we are giving pain to our self ,by regimenting ourself.Plz understand.Take care of people who love you.For whom u r special.Who take out time for you.And if u want to change something, make someone understand anything ,don't be critical,other wise a new battle of survival will start.Apni baat aisay koaro kay uska dill na dukhay.I mean before saying anything think "kaisay kahoon kay na mera na uska dil dukhay".And if someone special ,make u uncomfortable, hurt you, tell them.Dont keep it inside.But in a way that's sweet and loving. Put things and thoughts in correct order, with soft hands and tone.Love you. And this is not from ur mom, its from ur evergreen friend.
Sabina Faisal I love you very much.You are never out of my mind and it is now an unconscious involuntary act of my body and mind that is connected to you.I don't have to think abt you.Because you are always in me.Alhumdulillah.Things will never be bad for us inshallah.Slow fast, yes will go on but not bad, inshallah.You be strong and enjoy the strength the feeling that Allah is with us.We are doing and will do everything we planned inshallah.We were never in charge of our life and not now also.We will dream GO After IT and rest Allah will fulfill it.I know he will.U think right,intention right.Allah will do it U SEE.
Sabina Faisal This Istanbul trip was mesmerizing.It was beautiful, lovely, wild, free spirited, romantic, musical etc etc etc Alhumdulillah. Physically we are always classy and I have always told you, that I love you to the core of my heart.So, So lucky that you love me too. But , But, this is like, falling in love again.As if I have met you for the first time, butterflies in tummy,that crazy feeling of melting, more than someone saying ,I am there for you.Pure magical. You were looking at me , not bothered by anything, going around you, you were listening to me, around all the shoor shraba.You were keen to be with me.Everything that made me conscious, that I should be like this ,like that, didn't matter at all.Like I am, sweating, my body ordor, though I don't like it myself,can't help it sometime, even this was not turning you off.You made me so comfortable around you.I felt, you were too.I felt you wanted, to be with me.Your eyes were talking to me, following me. Oh mashallah , alhumdulillah this is... I always wanted.To fall in love. Today is your 🎂. Many Many Happy return of the day. May Allah always listen to all ur prayers. May he always be with you. Bless you. Wrote this when we were coming back from 🇹🇷, with this thought that I will send u on your Birthday.
Sabina Faisal I have fallen in love with you. Over and Over and Over again. Everytime I see you I have the same feeling. Same intensity. Same excitement. I must say you are very lucky. Say, Alhumdullilah. I told you before and am telling you today. I still have butterflies in my tummy when you say... "Sabi I love you". It's not only words that make me feel warm. It's the warmth of your feeling, that tells me yes you need me. I say, it's an unconditional Love. Condition for love, well being, time, affection, trust is applied in all. To my kids, I love you all, more than the stars in the sky, more than the shells in the sea. To you... I will Love you till I am alive
Sabina Faisal I am blessed to have you all. My gift for life. You make me emotionally so strong that I am at peace with myself. It's not abt age or growing up or the time passing by fast. I am with you, I am there, I am enjoying, following u following my dream, I never stop dreaming Faisal.We will keep on doing things that we enjoy, be in present, we won't wait for the future, we will always be present for each other, enjoying the small thing and fulfilling the big things. I won't stop dreaming. That's life for me. I am blessed Alhumdullilah
Sabina Faisal I love you.Till I am alive inshallah, I will love you.You are my heart and soul. I say love you, so many times,that sometime I think it may reach you, mere as a sentence.Honestly,I look at you,my heart say, I love you.For me everything comes after you. Sometimes I feel, I dream because of you,as in, each and every dream, you are with me. I believe strongly, that when your desire becomes strong, you get what you want.Allah,nature, takes action, work for you, to give what you deserve,what your heart desires.Simply, I say, this is Passion. I am Passionate abt you. Whatever we both have done together, sane,insane, like a wild horse, in an open field, is all Passion.Our desires, our dreams... We did it. And, and and... We are going to do more, inshallah because I am with you. Never stop dreaming,I enjoy discussing and listening to you abt our dreams and desires. You are with me and I am with you,Let's do it together, again and again,Anything, anytime, like a Gypsy at heart... Happy Anniversary.