John Kirby Mexted

🕯 Deborah Eising lit a candle Dad - we light a candle to remind us that you have lite up our lives in so many wondeful ways.x.x.

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Dad, a red rose just for you. Lub ewe, Shithead.x.

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Dad, today I send you a yellow daffodil. A sign that spring is still here. Lub ewe, Shithead.x.

🕯 Deborah Eising lit a candle Today Dad, I have lit a blue candle as it is a sunny day and the sky is blue - it reminds me of you. Lub ewe, Shithead.x.

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle thinking of you always my hero. missing you alot today as i am back at work. i love you pups hales

🌷 haley sherry gave a flower sending you a nice flower today pups. have just booked my tickets to the v8 race this weekend!! FORDS again for first please love you always

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower A wee poppy for you my darling Dad. I miss you so much.x.

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Dad, some days the going just gets tough. A red rose to say I lub ewe.x.

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle sending a candle today pups. wore ya tshirt you gave me to bed last night and made me miss ya so much! days seem to be getting harder now easier without you here but like we say always thinking of you! struggling without you love you papa xoxo

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle hey pups, what a weekend! was a wicked race on saturday! got a little bit sunburnt hahah but you know that as i bet you saw me! sounds like mum and nana had a good weekend together.. i am glad that slowley things are going back to normal with the family.. hmm normal well i dont really know what that is right now pups, i...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower I spent the weekend with Mum, Dad and it was fantastic. But then you already know that as you watch from above. We visited you twice and each time the tears flowed. There is no easy way to make a broken heart heal quicker. I miss you so much and just wish that life was how it should be - you and Mum together with...more

🕯 Aimee Mackey lit a candle Some days my papa the tears come and they don't seem to want to leave. Have been told so many times that time is a healer, just can't imagine it though, the people saying it never had a papa. There is this huge void my pup. I fill it with study, work, so I don't feel it but sometimes I fall into it and the pain of not ...more

🌷 haley sherry gave a flower hey my pups, another day another dollar today! work has been busy so that keeps me going.. mum is having a hard time without you over this beginning of the xmas period so can you please just let her know that it will be ok? send her an annoying bumble bee to make her laugh as i think that she needs that right now. ...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad, so both of your grand-daughters have come on board now and are sending messages to you via this webpage - awesome. I have sent you a rose as bumble bees like roses (well I think they do). Yep life sure is hard knowing you aren't here physically, but for every bumble bee I see, it means that you are right th...more

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle its a good day today pups! i like Wednesdays and we are pretty busy so that keeps me going.. i have decided on my new tattoo and i am getting a bumble bee on my elbow and your cortina (my cortina hahah) on my arm with mums picture so we will always be together! missing you every single second of the day, nothing will e...more

🕯 Deborah Eising lit a candle Hi ya Dad. I lit a blue candle today as it is the closest colour to your (Hales) Cortina, plus you can warm your hands over the flame as it is a tad cold today. Mum missed you picking her up and going to the Workers. Yep she was pretty sad. It's hard on everyone you not being here, but I love sending you messages ...more

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle hey pups.. not many words today, been a rough night just want you to know.. i really need ya right now i love you lot xoxo

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad, today you have a yellow flower as it is my favourite colour. Mum got her appointment for her operation - surprise - yep you organised it to be on your wedding anniversary. It seems that you have helped Aim with her financial problems - you are awesome, spectacular - he he. Sooooo please can you help Hales w...more

🕯 Deborah Eising lit a candle Hi ya Dad. Friday and that means the weekend looms. I had a day where tears seemed to just flow. Thank you for watching down over us. The bumble bees that fly around sure are a blessing to see as they are a sign that it is you. I just miss you so much and even now the tears are pouring down my face. I will never...more

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle morning pups! i woke up to a fresh start today as i love fridays! i am at work and hopefully today will be busy as it is the first of the month, not like you with your 1 customer that you used to have ay hahah!!!! we are moving into our new buliding tonight and tomorrow morning so that should be good to have a fr...more

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle Hello my pups... Boy oh boy it's hot!! Just mowed the lawns and yes I wore sunblock! Still wake up thinking you will txt today.. Missing you every second of the day Always will.. Bet mum would have chosen the abs for the japan game today ay. Commodore broke down today so will have to get that looked at this week ...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Three weeks today - it still doesn't seem real that you aren't here. I just want you back with us. I miss you so much my darling Dad. Lub ewe, Shithead.x.

🌷 haley sherry gave a flower Hello papa.. The all blacks won last night good work ay.. BBQ went well and the meat was just yummy!! Another hot day here today, just made pizzas for lunch then relax time. I been thinking a lot about home lately.. It's where my heart it.. Any direction?? Missing and thinking of you always my pups. I love you xoxo ...more

🕯 Deborah Eising lit a candle Hi Dad. Saw a couple of bees in the garden today, which, as always, reminds me of you. The tears flowed. Missing you always and loving you dearly. Your Shithead.x.

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle hey papa. in my new building at work today, and it is so much better, nice and new so it makes the day seem nicer for some reason!! im not seen much of you lately, no bees around here.. i am getting my tattoo done soon and yahoo it is a bee hehe so you will be with me everywhere i go just like mum is. Best i ge...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Man it is like a summer's day here - it's lovely. Guess what? I have gout - hello I have never had gout before and now I have. Yep it is in my thumb. So I guess I should be saying "Thanks, Dad". He he. It darn hurts, but then you will know that. Righty ho, catch you tomorrow. As always, I miss you de...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Melbourne Cup day today. Guess what? My horses are still running. Oh well there is always next year. Tuesday dawns and as always I still look for your letter in the mail. Silly I know. Missing you very much and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x.

🌷 haley sherry gave a flower Hello pups, Another day another dollar today, not to much to tell today to be honest.. just another day in the heat in auz hehe!! missing you everyday, hope one day the tears stop. I love you my papa

🕯 Deborah Eising lit a candle Hi Dad. Just to say I miss you so much and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x.

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle hello papa, my horses are still running as well hehe! i bet yours would be to as number 6 won it and none of us ever go for 6! Got the commodore going last night, had to do a new fuel pump and filter so i was wrapped about that, i asked you for help and you helped me well like you always did Bloody mitch pups, you ...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. As Hales said, it is my favourite day and it was a good day. I have been so busy at work and today I could see a little bit of light at the end of the tunnel. Nearly four weeks Dad and there isn't a day that has gone by where I haven't thought about you, cried for you and wished that you were there for me ...more

🌷 haley sherry gave a flower hello papa, It is thursdayyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!! mums favourite day today!! sun is shining and the atmosphere here at work is busy, i had an early night last night as i think i needed some beauty sleep hahaha!! i am going to move home next year pups, i am going to make sure that nana is ok and that i can be with my fam...more

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle Good morning papa, today is fridayyyyyy, i love fridays as that means it is nearly the weekend. so i have made my mind up finally and I AM MOVING HOME!! pretty excited about it pups, i need my family and my family need me esp mum pups she is struggling without you, can you please help her, please? i am going to be th...more

🕯 Deborah Eising lit a candle Hi Dad. Yes it is late me sending you this message, but I just mowed the top lawns and did some gardening. It is 8.37 p.m. and started to get dark not so long ago - daylight saving is fantastic. So I see Hales is moving home - it is good that she made that decision - it is a hard one for her as she has her Aussie f...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. This afternoon I am heading to your place to stay with mum the night. I shall duck on over and visit you - how about that. See you then. In the mean time, just know I lub ewe so much. Your Shithead.x.

🌷 haley sherry gave a flower Good morning papa, Yahoo it's the weekend!! Time to relax and in wind for the week.. Miss ya txt every Saturday pups.. Mitch broke his toe.. Bet he would say nah doesn't hurt pups hahhaah.. Great mum is going to c nana today ay, they will have wine and talk and she gets to visit you so that will b good. Not much else ...more

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle Hey pups, Just a quick one today, just want you to no I love you heaps. Miss talking to you over the phone. I miss you papa

🕯 Deborah Eising lit a candle Hi Dad. It was so lovely to visit you today. I helped mum in the garden and I could just imagine you shaking your head from side to side as we pulled out trees, planted other trees and generally worked out butts off. Thank goodness I have a big butt - he he. Mitch has the start of his NCEA exams tomorrow - please ...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Guess what? It isn't Bonus Bonds day until tomorrow and we got Bonus Bonds in the post today. We got $20.00 and I know you would say "U winner u". I'd give up all the Bonus Bonds in the world to have you say "U winner u" in person, but that's not going to happen so I just shut my eyes and give myself a me...more

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle hey papa!! Couldnt get on here yesterday, the computer would keep freezing but i thought of you alot! mum had a good time with nana and that is good ay, lots of gardening!! so 14th feb is the date papa, and i am going to come and hang out with you for your birthday, i will bring some drinks down and we can have a ...more

🕯 Deborah Eising lit a candle Hi Dad. I typed a message and then the jolly computer packed a sad and froze, so I will type this. I am using the same coloured candle as Hales (blue like the Cortina) wahooo. With Hales coming home next year, she will pop up and visit you and you can have a coke and she can have a bourbon and coke. It is a mont...more

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle hey papa, missing you today like always.. today is a super hard day! i love you papa xoxo

🕯 Deborah Eising lit a candle Hi Dad. Wednesday and that is Hales' favourite day. Please look after her and help her to know that you are with her always, just as you are with me. I lub ewe and miss you dearly. Your Shithead.x.

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. My favourite day and ooh la la Hales is getting a Bumble Bee tattoo. It will sting - he he. I'm going down to spend the weekend with Mum tomorrow as she has her operation on Monday - yes your wedding anniversary. Please look after her through her operation. I know you will. As always, I miss you dearly ...more

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle hello papa, Thursday and its mums favourite day today.. lots better today pups, i just have days where i am so angry that you arent here, i dont understand why. everyone keeps saying that it will get better but how can things get better when you arnt here anymore, nothing gets better, nothing will ever fill this void...more

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle Hey pups.. Missed writing to you yesterday!! I did some work in the warehouse.. Got my papa bumble bee done and it looks good.. Makes me feel like u r with me all the time. Nanas op soon as u will I no get her through it.. Missing you like crazy.. I love you very much my pups xoxo

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Wow I visited you three times over the weekend. Hales' bumble bee looks awesome. She has you with her always and always. She loves and misses you very much. Please look after Mum as she has her operation tomorrow (your wedding anniversary day) - I think she is nervous, so please send her some big girl un...more

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle hey pups, Monday again!!! man these weekends go so fast and the weeks seem to just drag on and on hhahah!! Nanas big day today and happy anniversary to you and nana today. i am sure that you are watching down on her and giving her all the happy thoughts you could.. not long now till i go home for my xmas break, lo...more

🕯 Deborah Eising lit a candle Hi Dad. Happy wedding anniversary. Just got back from seeing Mum in hospital - she made it through the operation - thanks Dad as I know you would have helped and guided the medical staff. Now one more thing, please make the operation a success. Thanks Dad. I so miss you today as you would have rung me up and said...more

🕯 Aimee Mackey lit a candle Hey my pup, Being a sook today, this babe needs to toughen up hunh. Thank you for your help with Edie today , she's been crying every time i leave her since you've been gone. heard you loud and clear yesterday , " she's had big few days armie". You were so right, started a sticker chart and today no tears at prescho...more

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle Good morning mu papa today is a new day, nana went through the op well and she txted me this morning saying they are sending her home tonight so mum is going down to pick her up! im so happy everything went ok for her!! not to much to report today pups, tattoo of you is good, little bit pealing now so when i come...more

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle hey papa! wow we are busy this week at work so i just stopped to write you a little line glad nanas op went well, i spoke to her last night and she seems to be in good spirits.. she misses you just like we do papa.. I love you very much my papa, miss talking to you on the phone or just getting that txt message...more

🕯 Deborah Eising lit a candle Hi Dad. Mum's operation went well. Thanks for guiding the medical team and for keeping Mum in safe hands. She just needs to heal and that will take time. I am here with her for a couple of days. Hales wants to come home earlier. Please guide her with the right answer - I know what I would say (oh and I did - ha h...more

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle Me again pups, just lying in bed thinking of ya.. Y does time not heal us? Life isn't the same without you my papa.. I don't understand this plan for someone to take you.. Makes me angry.. I just miss you so much.. So much!! I love you papa xoxo

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle Me again pups, just lying in bed thinking of ya.. Y does time not heal us? Life isn't the same without you my papa.. I don't understand this plan for someone to take you.. Makes me angry.. I just miss you so much.. So much!! I love you papa xoxo

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle Me again pups, just lying in bed thinking of ya.. Y does time not heal us? Life isn't the same without you my papa.. I don't understand this plan for someone to take you.. Makes me angry.. I just miss you so much.. So much!! I love you papa xoxo

🕯 Aimee Mackey lit a candle Papa Mexted, sorry I failed your car inspection today. I know it's so messy. Will vacuum and clean it tomorrow, aiming for a 9/10. Long overdue, I know. Felt you cringe, thanks for the smile. Bank at 1015 tomorrow, know you'll be there. missing you more than ever this week, setting up Lily's room. just want you to me...more

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle Me again pups, just lying in bed thinking of ya.. Y does time not heal us? Life isn't the same without you my papa.. I don't understand this plan for someone to take you.. Makes me angry.. I just miss you so much.. So much!! I love you papa xoxo

🌷 haley sherry gave a flower WOW look how many times my post went on here!! i must really miss you hehe today is friday and it is buying lunch day yahoo!! once work is over i am dying my hair and cleaning the car as i sold the commodore yahoo, the guy is picking up tomorrow!! mum is going to the doc today can you please make sure that you watch...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Wow a lovely sunny day here today. Mowed the lawns, weed sprayed (nope I didn't put a mask on!), pottered in the garden, cleaned out the stinky pig pen and general housework stuff. The sun sure helps brighten up the day but makes no difference to the dark side of you not being here. Six weeks today Dad. T...more

🌷 haley sherry gave a flower Hey papa, Thought of you lots of the weekend and sure did miss ya message yesterday. Had a big talk to tashie today and she is going to bring me to c u next Friday so can you please make sure u keep the sun out till my plane had landed and I have visited you. Work Xmas do last night, went well.. But a bit burning in s...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Another busy day at work and how the weeks seem to roll into one. Man there is a blow fly buzzing around in the study as I type this to you and it is brassing me off - ha ha. Righty ho back to marking Aimee's portfolio - yep I am playing teacher. She is very brainy (got that off me). I am been so blessed...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Middle of the week and Hales' favourite day. It's funny how we can have favourite days and sometimes for no special reason. Mine is tomorrow. I don't like Tuesdays as I still look for your letter in the post. It makes me very sad and tearful when there is no mail from you. I guess it's things like that,...more

🌷 haley sherry gave a flower Hey my amazing pups. Mums fav day today and she is on the mend.. We had a HUGE talk about you and shared some funny things. Remembering when you were so well and fit makes me hurt so bad that this could have eve happened to someone like you. Thank you for been the most amazing person papa I miss you still so very mu...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Last day of spring today, hence the daffodil. Eden's fourth birthday tomorrow - yes your little pirate will be a year older. I know you will be watching over her as she celebrates her big day. Seven weeks today Dad and it still doesn't get easier to have my life without you. I miss you so much and lub ewe...more

🌷 haley sherry gave a flower Hey pups.. Sunday comes around again and again I missed the txt from you last night but had a lovely surprise txt from nana around the same time you would have normally txted so that was nice. Me b sitting with you next Friday. I can't wait to have a drink together papa. My friend juzzy is in brisbane so we r having a ...more

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle Hey papa.. Few more sleeps n I b sitting with you n not have to write I can say it in person ay.. Works pretty busy this week so that's good just a few more days to go. I love you papa xoxo

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Wow Hales will be home on Friday and she can come and visit you. It will be great for her as she misses you so very much. I know that Mum misses you too, she doesn't tell me, but I know that she does. I heard our song today, it wasn't sung by Jose, but nevertheless I am still weary that I shall hear our so...more

🌷 haley sherry gave a flower Hey my pups.. Few hours to go and a day an I will be able to sit with you for a while.. Man I miss you like crazy!! Everyone one does pups.. Well I love you very much and still have years everyday for you. Xoxo

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Bonus Bonds day today and guess what? You guessed it, no Bonus Bonds in the post. Still there is always next month. Hales is home, infact she is in Christchurch with the Mackeys as I type this. She is having a wonderful time. As always my darling Dad, I miss you so much and just wish I could hear you s...more

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle Hey pups, just lying in bed at the mackeys and I have just been thinking of you. I went to aims lady prayers group and they had a prayer for our family to get through our first Xmas without you here.. Hearing that made me yet up a bit as I don't no how any of is will deal with it too well.. Missing you every second of t...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Well your girls sure are having a wonderful time together in Christchurch. It will be lovely to have Hales move back home. Not long until Aim has another wee girl. Then you will have two great grand-daughters to look after. Ooh la la. I miss you so much Dad and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x.

🕯 Deborah Eising lit a candle Hi Dad. Another sunny day. Yep I was in the garden. I have got the vege garden up to scratch and it looks ok. Now I am attacking the flower gardens. Little does Hales know, that when she comes over, I have a wee list for her - he he. I know you are watching over us all, for that I am grateful, but I want you her...more

🕯 Deborah Eising lit a candle Hi Dad. Hales is staying with us and I have been working her really hard - she sure has been taking her toughen up pills as she hasn't complained about how hard I have worked her. I am so grateful to have her help. I've seen you buzzing around a lot lately so I know you are still checking up on me. Righty ho catch...more

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle Hey pups.. Owwww weeeee I been at mum n the old mans this week, been GREAT fun hanging with mum, we have so many laughs.. You would say hey hey hey with half the silly things we say hahaha... Missing u like crazy as always but I got you a bumble bee (like you) plant that I will bring over to you tomorrow.. I love you my...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. You will never guess who has signed up and playing for the Chiefs in 2015? Sonny Bill Williams - oh man that sucks as my winning team doesn't need him. Oh will I shall have to grin and bear it - he he. Hales is back in Aussie now but returning back to NZ for good shortly - a fantastic move. I will pop do...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. I visited you today and I left a bumble bee, a Christmas mince pie and some flowers. It was so hard and tears flowed but all will be ok - I know. I miss you so much Dad and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x.

🌷 haley sherry gave a flower Hello my amazing papa and a merry Xmas to you.. Wow all our family's first Xmas all apart and boy I only been awake an hour and I am already home sick.. Strange not waking up to a message from you this morning and again like always I she's a tear for it.. Thanks for been my inspiration in life. I love you so much pups....more

🕯 Deborah Eising lit a candle Hi Dad. Oh my goodness I got an email from Susan Feliciano this morning wondering why she hadn't heard from us this year. I told her. I also said that you had the final say and you were the winner as you made it happen that I heard OUR SONG on the radio whilst driving to the Mexted's on Christmas Day. Another trad...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Another year nearly over and what a sad one it was. We celebrated some awesome moments and then lost you. Nothing and no-one can ever replace the special bond that we have and will continue to do so. I miss you so much Dad and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x.

🌷 haley sherry gave a flower Hello my beautiful pups. Well 2013 is finally nearly over and there is nothing more wanted in my life right now then that horrible year to pass. I lost so much and gained nothing. I miss you more then words, no time is healing papa. U can come back now. I love you very much and happy New Years my hero xoxo

🕯 Aimee Mackey lit a candle Did you proud today my papa, told a dirty joke to mum that would have given you asthma and ate a packet of Xmas mince pies by myself (well lily grace helped)!!! Love you my pup, missing you. Xx

🕯 Deborah Eising lit a candle Hi Dad. Aim's joke was a classic. You would have had to have put your thumb nail between your front teeth to try and stop you having an asthma attack. It was a very funny joke. Hales comes home tomorrow for good. With the wind, I bet Wellington airport will be shut - she has that sort of luck! Righty ho, please k...more

🌷 haley sherry gave a flower Hey my pups.. Well first day of having no job and it is a beautiful sunny day. I am at the hospital waiting for fliss to come out of surgery and I am fricken hating it here as it all reminds me of you. I hate he fact you arnt here I hate the fact that everything has to be done the first time to carry on again. I just w...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. I spent a lovely time in Christchurch and guess what? Yep you are right, Mum came down as a surprise for the Mackeys. Pretty good eh. Nearly my birthday and it is hard as I don't have you telling me "Whose birthday soon etc". The first time for things without you are the hardest, not that the other times...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. I don't understand how the saying ... time heals ... works as it isn't for me. With my birthday coming up in a couple of days and knowing I won't be getting your daily texts, it is harder going now than I thought. Three months gone and still no different from the day you passed away. I miss you so much an...more

🌷 haley sherry gave a flower Hello my pups.. Been a while since I wrote you. Life's been pretty crazy, love not having a job and lucky tashie looks after me so well.. Pups I need your help.. Mums not good and normally you would be here to help her on the right track. She is super sore and missing you so very much, and it's her birthday tomorrow. C...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Wow I had a magical birthday. I got spoilt rotten and there were surprises galore. But then, hey, you watch down and know all that. I am blessed with a beautiful family, the only jigsaw piece missing is you. Thanks for being a bit of each and every member of our amazing family. I miss you so much Dad and ...more

🕯 Deborah Eising lit a candle Hi Dad. My favourite day and I get to share it with you. As each day passes, the hurt doesn't fade and time doesn't heal as it just isn't a happening thing for me. I keep my thoughts and feelings to myself now as I cry whenever I talk about you, plus everyone else is dealing with you not being here in their own way...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Paul and I celebrated 13 years of being married yesterday. I can remember you driving me to Solway Park in Paul's truck. Quite unique eh. Aim is still waiting to have Lily, although Lily isn't due until the 24th, but Aim has little niggles along the way, that mean Lily is getting due to make her appearanc...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Paul and I celebrated 13 years of being married yesterday. I can remember you driving me to Solway Park in Paul's truck. Quite unique eh. Aim is still waiting to have Lily, although Lily isn't due until the 24th, but Aim has little niggles along the way, that mean Lily is getting due to make her appearanc...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. So here begins another rugby season. It won't be the same without you Dad, but you are still having the Hurricanes and I am still having the Chiefs. When my team loses you can send me a sign saying Loser and if your team loses it shall be looking right up at ya and saying Loser - just like we would text. I...more

🌷 haley sherry gave a flower Hey my pups Wow it sure is pouring down with rain today! Been like this all night. I'm doing a diet hehe I weighed myself today and have lost a kg so that's a bonus.. Trying my hardest pups as I want to be proud of myself just like u would be of all of us. Not a moment goes past that I don't think about you and just ...more

🌷 haley sherry gave a flower Really really miss you today papa, I wish I could just talk to you I love you xoxo

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. It is nearly your birthday. Another first to get through and I'm finding that so hard. I will never understand why one of the most precious things in my life, you, were taken away, I will never come to terms with that. I miss you so much Dad and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x.

🕯 Aimee Mackey lit a candle Thank you, you know what for. Thank you. P.s put your hands in your heads, you lost another bet. Love you my pup, x

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Nige's birthday today and yours tomorrow. Hales is going to put a wee surprise where you are just for you. Guess what it is? I miss you so much Dad and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x.

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday dear Dad, happy birthday to you. I miss you so much Dad and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x.

🌷 haley sherry gave a flower Happy birthday to the most amazing man that ever lived, you are our hero and continue to be forever. Pups I think of you always and miss you like the day you were taken from us. There are no words to tell you how much day by day we all wish you were here Happy birthday pups, I will come and visit you soon I love you ...more

🕯 Aimee Mackey lit a candle Happy birthday my Papa Mexted, would love to hear your voice today, your armie / babe misses you terribly but I know you are near. She's your special girl my pup isn't she? Can sense your wink. Maybe nana was the better gambler out of you both aye? Love you so very very much my pup. Always your babe , xxx

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. She has arrived and in fine form. Yes Lily Grace Mackey arrived at 7.20 a.m. this morning and weighed in at 7 pounds and 15 ounces. Aim and Joshy have, yet again, produced a beautiful girl. They are both such amazing parents, I couldn't be more prouder of them. Oh by the way, Chiefs won. I miss you so m...more

🌷 haley sherry gave a flower Hey my pups Well ya girl is here.. I put 2 pictures up for you to c. I miss you so very much papa I love you xoxo

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. I'm off to Christchurch next week to see your great grand-daughters. Wow imagine that great grand-daughters, Eden and Lily. You and Mum are mighty proud great grand-parents I know. Some days Dad, I can say your name in a sentence and all is good, then other days the flood gates open and the waterworks flow...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Paul, Mum and I went to the Golden Shears last night. It was fantastic that Mum wanted to go as I thought she might not. Mum is doing really well Dad, she misses you though and you will be proud of her as she has her big girl undies on a lot of the time and is finding that she can do things and she is so w...more

🌷 haley sherry gave a flower Hey pups, hope you liked the photos. Bloody cold here in the last couple of days but I keep nice and warm with heaps of clothes on hehe.. Had tashes wedding this weekend been, you would have been proud of me papa I no mum and tashie and nana were. I miss you very my latly as mum has specialist tomorrow and she has been...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. 5 months today you passed away. My world stopped as it did for so many of our family.They say time heals, I'm still waiting for that to be true. I loved spending time with you on Monday, it was just you and I. Just what I needed. I picture you still standing at the top of your driveway, in your holey jumper, ...more

🌷 haley sherry gave a flower Well pups I got the job Offically and we have a new house.. Things are really finally going well here now pups, wish so much that you were here to see us succeed but I so no you we watching over us all Took nana up to dinner last night she really enjoys seen the boys. I miss you like crazy papa, everyday I have to wake...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. You would be super proud of Hales getting her job - she is amazing. Aim is a fantastic mum and doing really well. Mum is like an ever ready battery and just keeps going - I know when she stops she thinks of you and misses you. Life is about moving on and accepting what we cannot change. It's hard, but on...more

🕯 Aimee Mackey lit a candle Like everyday, I wish you were here. But today, just like the 22nd , I wish it so so very much. Your absence has been heavy this week my pup. Been a hard one, wish I could hear you comment on the size of my lily, wish I could hear you speak to my Joshy today. With a heavy heart I light you a candle today, because it's ...more

🌷 haley sherry gave a flower Hey pups, just thought I would let you know it's Joshys 1 year sober today. I know how proud of him you were and still are looking down on him. Today is ants 50th party so we are talking tom, ali and him over so that will be good for Paul to have his kids there. Start my job on Monday, I'm excited hehe Went and had a ...more

🌷 haley sherry gave a flower Just an hour xx I miss you

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Yep one of Joshy's toughest years has just passed - a year of him proving to himself how amazing he can be, how he can put his mind to something and achieve. He is pretty awesome. With the love and support of Aim (and his family) he has conquered something the two of you both share. You would be mighty pro...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Wow our little fat boy from Wainui, has had a wee stroke. Yep Piri isn't playing rugby for a couple of weeks. Poor sausage eh. It just goes to show even the best, the healthiest and the most amazing (that's you Dad) can fall at any stage. I miss you so much Dad and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x.

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. First day of April today and crickey it doesn't seem that nearly six months ago you left us. The saying time flies sure is true. But do you know what Dad, there isn't a day when I don't think about you, I wish you were here and to see your smiley, cheeky grin and say Shithead. I miss you today just as muc...more

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle Hey papa, Missed talking to you last night, might call in tomorrow after work. I will bring the drink ok? Hey if you can give me any advice or help with Mitch I would appreciate it a lot, I want to help him like you would until tomorrow papa I love you more then words and I miss you the same as when you were ta...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. I spent Friday night with Mum (had a great time) and then I went and got Nige and he spent the day with Mum and I. He has lost his spark. I would love to pick him up and bring him over here to chill out and pamper him. Yeah I know I have that gene that wants everything and everyone to be all right. I agr...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Today, I went to my first funeral since you passed away, wrong move, it was awful. I don't mean the funeral itself as that was lovely, but it brought back too many memories. Trying to understand why you had to leave, I can't fathom out, but I do know that it was your body that gave up - not you. I miss you...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Mmmmm six months today, yep to the very day, that you left us. I know that you watch over us all, but that doesn't take the place of you being here with us. You aren't in pain, that's one good thing. but we all share the pain of you not being here. I miss you so much Dad and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x...more

🌷 haley sherry gave a flower I just miss you more then words papa.. I love you my hero

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. As Easter approaches it means another first that we don't have you with us. We shall be having family time on Sunday and you will be with us in our hearts. Learning to accept that you aren't physically here is so hard, that I don't think I shall ever accept. I miss you so much Dad and lub ewe dearly. Your S...more

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle Hello Papa, Well easter is nearly here again, and this year I am home with family, this will be my first big celebration without as I wasn't here for xmas, and I am struggling a bit with that. I wish you were here so I could tell you all about my job and show you all the new clothes that I got from work.. things ju...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Paul and I have just sent Alice to be with you. I know you will look after her and she will be in doggy heaven, with Bronson and Lucky. Please keep an eye on her as she is so precious, just like you. I miss you so much Dad and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x.

🌷 haley sherry gave a flower Watching the planes today pups, made me think of you. The anger has now left and it's time for me to just Ty and be in peace with you. Will take a lot but I am taking day by day without you. I have put up a picture up of the plane for you. You would have loved it papa. I love you so much xoxo

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Easter and with it brings new life, Lily. It means that, whilst you aren't with us in person, your spirit remains forever with us. Your presence surrounded us all today Dad. Moving forward is so hard, but then I never was good with change. Accepting what I cannot have is a hard thing to do, but I am get...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. I must tell you ... you know how I can't cook and am useless at drawing let alone designing anything, well I created our family duck and his name is ... Mr Duckabee from Number 12. So on Sunday he shall be floating down the river for the Duck Race. Now then if he happens to sink or go AWOL please can you p...more

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle Hey papa.. Well today brings ANZAC day a day where I really do miss you as it was a day pups that I knew I would hear from you.. 'Pretty busy today hales, those men a good drinkers' how much you make today pups.. $2 hahahhaa.. 'No hales made over $2000 today' not bad pups not bad at all.. I re live this convo in my hea...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Today was Lily's christening. We celebrated you being there with us by drinking raspberry and lemonade. I know Mum found it very hard, you were and are her soul mate and companion. Please keep taking care of her. Joshy mentioned you in his speech - awesome. Hales had her hair done and it looked fantasti...more

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle Hey pups, just a quick message to say, Tashie and I miss you so very much... missed you big time at the duck race! I love you more then anything xoxo

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Guess what? Mr Duckabee from Number 12 made page four of the Upper Hutt Leader - awesome eh. Our family duck is a winner, just as our family is Debest! Please keep looking after everyone and buzzing around us all. I miss you so much Dad and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x.

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Righty ho not the best of news for me from the rheumatologist today but with time comes patience, healing and forward planning. Please keep buzzing around and spreading your presence so we all know that you are around us. Thank you. I miss you so much Dad and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x.

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Today it feels like springtime, the sun is out, people are in a good mood (mind you it is Friday) and knowing that the weekend is near is a good feeling. You continue to buzz around and turn up when I need you the most - that is so warm and loving. Please look after Tashie as her grand-dad isn't very well....more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Guess who phones me every so often? Yep Aunty Pudding. I love it when she phones as she leaves a message on the answer machine as it is while I am at work, but on Saturday just gone she phoned and I was at home. We chatted away. She is my connection to you and I love it. I miss you so much Dad and lub ...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Day two of me going on a two hour dose on a steroid drip at the hospital for my rheumatoid arthritis. Mum said she went and spoke with you and asked you and the big fella to help - thank you. I feel that the steroid drip is helping and long may that last. I have been in pain for seven months, yes heartach...more

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle Pups as you know I have tried to post on here so many time and it won't let me, hoping this time it works.. I bloody misss you esp today papa.. I need you hear so you can tell mum she is going to be ok.. I'm so worried that I don't no what to do. Please guide me papa. I love you

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle Pups as you know I have tried to post on here so many time and it won't let me, hoping this time it works.. I bloody misss you esp today papa.. I need you hear so you can tell mum she is going to be ok.. I'm so worried that I don't no what to do. Please guide me papa. I love you

🕯 Aimee Mackey lit a candle Like always, I'm missing you. Your babe x

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Saw you buzzing around today as I was in the garden. I just love hearing you buzz on by or even land on my jeans - feels like you are that close by. I miss you very much today - sometimes it is harder than others, but today it is very hard. I miss you so much Dad and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x.

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Some days life is so hard without you. All I want to hear is your voice, for me to ring you and talk, for you to say "It's just the way it is" and "One door closes and another door opens". When will it ever get easier for me (and everyone else who loves you). I miss you so much Dad and lub ewe dearly. Yo...more

🌷 haley sherry gave a flower Well my pups today marks 8 months without you here, days are still dark without you.. I keep thinking you will just txt or call esp with my birthday coming up. Life is going well papa, tashie and I are planning the wedding as you know, going to miss you been there for me but know u will be there with me.. You mean so v...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Today brings up the eighth month mark when you left us. There isn't a day that passes where I don't shed a tear. If I could just have you to talk to, to turn to, for you to text me or phone me - it would be the ultimate of all things. I(t's Hales' birthday in two days and I know that she is finding it very...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. It is Hales' birthday today and she got to share some of it with you when she visited you. Happy birthday to our Haley - she is awesome and we are so proud of her, she sure is a precious daughter and grand-daughter. I miss you so much Dad and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x.

🕯 Aimee Mackey lit a candle Today absolutely sucks my pup!! I simply miss you! Every dream is bittersweet, they sure make the day that follows hard. Crazy missing you! Babe x

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle Hey papa.. Nanas birthday today.. I am sure she misses you a lot today esp.. She brought a new car and got it yesterday, she said you would have been happy as it's a ford and a nice safe car oh and she is putting a tow bar in it as you always told her to have one.. Been a weird week this week, been cold and yuk and I ha...more

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle Hey pups, missing you ALOT today so think I should come visit.. Added some photos for you. I love you more then words xoxo

🌷 Aimee Mackey gave a flower Lily and I just posted my portfolio pup, every step of this study you have been one of my biggest supporters. Needed to share with you that today. I would have pxt you that photo, so instead I send it here aye...... memories falling from my eyes today papa Mexted, I couldn't have got here without you. Miss you always,...more

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle Missing you more then ever.. I love you papa xoxo

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Yes it's been a while ... I thought if I didn't type on here it would mean that I am moving forward - that didn't work, so I am back. I had a wonderful time with the Mackey's - Aim turned 30 - she is so gorgeous. As is Hales - I am such a lucky mum. Family is everything and everything revolves around fami...more

🌷 haley sherry gave a flower Wow pups a guy at work just said we work at the war office but yes pups that was you that was and said that ay.. Man I miss you.. I love you heaps xoxo

🌷 Aimee Mackey gave a flower Lily's first mcd play Papa Mexted. Babe misses her pup! X

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Wow it isn't even spring and lambs are being born. Mum is at the SkyCity today and tomorrow - yep attacking! Please look after her as I know it will be the first time without you, she is a brave wee soldier, so how about letting her know that you are with her and she will be ok. Please look after my Mum, ...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. My Paul would say "Where there's life stock, there's dead stock". But I say, "When pet animals pass away, it is so sad, so very, very sad". My Molly passed away today, so she is with Broncie Boy, Lucky, Gypsy and Alice. Quite a good looking animal crew you are accumulating with you Dad. You really are th...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Hales is spending this weekend with Aim, Joshy, Eden and Lily. She will just love it - family is everything. As always, you are with me every single minute of the day. I miss you so much Dad and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x.

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle Hey pups. Miss ya heaps, watched a home video while I was away at the mackeys and you were on it. Hearing your voice hurt and I had a cry but it's just cause I miss you, miss having you around. Guess the saying is right, you don't no what uv got till it's gone. Think of you everyday and u sit in my heart and thoughts ev...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. A month to go and Spring will be here. Goodness me that means nearly a year of your passing. There isn't a day that goes by where I don't think of you, wish you were here, wish I could talk to you and you talk back to me, wish life hadn't changed and somehow moving on just doesn't seem to be happening for ...more

🕯 Aimee Mackey lit a candle You know pup, I know your gone from this world and I take huge comfort it knowing your not far away but man everytime I type your name in this heaven address website my heart skips and I hold my breath. Sometimes it's like I'm hoping it won't be in here anymore. Like they have made an error and god changed his mind. I ...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. I had my second lot of Humira yesterday and I recon it is working. Man the pain I was in was incredible, I went for a big walk when I got home from school as I am aiming to do the 10km for you - yes it will be one year on the day of the walk. I struggled to think should I do the walk or come and visit you...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Mum and I popped over and saw you today and yep, you buzzed on passed us - it was wonderful. I spent a lovely weekend with mum and I like to think that I helped her with things that needed doing. For such a long time I have felt useless and now I want to feel useful. The new injection is working - yay. I...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Ten months today - it's not getting easier. I miss you so much and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x.

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Mum and I will be over on Sunday - see you then. I miss you so much and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x.

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle If I could tell you a million times a day that I miss you it still wouldn't be enough to how I feel, I would take everything I have away just so I could tell you how much I miss you. Pups the last few weeks have been unbearable with the pain I have from missing you, life just isn't the same for me anymore without you h...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Mum and I popped on over and saw you today and put Ali and Shells with you. I know you will look after them and they will keep you company. Mum and I had a cry together which was lovely in a funny sort of way :( I miss you so much and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x.

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Spring tomorrow and here's hoping that it will bring sunshine. Things often seem brighter on a sunny day. I miss you so much and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x.

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle Light a white candle for you today just so you know I am thinking of you. Miss you more then ever, this weekend is coming too fast. I love you papa xoxo

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Mmmmm I see Hales lit a candle - rest assured she blew it out. Ha ha. Yes this weekend we all come together for your unveiling. You shouldn't be where you are, you should be with us and we shouldn't have to have your unveiling and I should be able to celebrate Father's Day with you here. I miss you so m...more

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle HAPPY FATHERS DAY PAPA, every year for as long as I could I have txted you happy Father's Day, you were the biggest influence for me as a male for a long long time and I looked up to you as a dad. You taught me many things and have me the best mum I could ever ask for to teach me more as well. Thank you for all you did ...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Yesterday we came together as a family to unveil your glorious headstone and share special moments. You buzzed around as only you could. Today, all I can say is ... Happy Father's Day to the most amazing, giving, glorious, special Dad and to tell you I miss you so much, so very much. I miss you so much an...more

🌷 haley sherry gave a flower Hey pups, man time flys as it's nearly been a year since I had to say goodbye to you for the last time and head back to aussie, I went thought my phone the other day and I still have the txts from you, I hold them very close.. The last day you said I love you, the last day you txted, the last time you txted me on a Sat...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. And so it begins ... a year ago this week you found out about your sickness ... our lives changed! I miss you so much and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x.

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle I miss you pups xx

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. In three weeks time it will be our big walk. Tashie and I are doing it as Team Papa - we have our support crew Paul, Mum and Hales - they are Team Papa Support Crew. That means that in three weeks time you would have left us for a year - our lives changed and our hearts broke. Dad, I just wish you were he...more

🌷 haley sherry gave a flower Miss you more then words papa x I love you

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle You would have been super proud of me today pups. I am off to DHL in Auckland to meet the people I deal with every day. I know you will watch over me to get me there and home safely. Big day for me pups, big money involved with this contract, bit like your $6 a day at the war office haha.. Miss your cheeky ways. I love ...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. In two weeks time it will be our big walk (you will be with me I know). That means that in two weeks time you would have left us for a year - our lives changed and our hearts broke. Dad, I just wish you were here with me (and with us all). I miss you so much and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x.

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. I know you buzz on by and keep an eye on me (and everyone else) but the hurting doesn't stop. Why Dad did it have to happen to you? You are one of the few people I turn to and I just miss that so much. I miss you so much and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x

🌷 haley sherry gave a flower I just really fricken miss you x

🌷 haley sherry gave a flower So tomorrow a year ago I went trough the pain of having to say goodbye to you my hero.. There is no words to describe the pain that took to do and the pain of getting back in that plane to know I will never see or talk to you again. Tomorrow for me personally will be the hardest day so far, funds will be the worst. I l...more

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle Just posted a few photos for you pups. Really struggling about today.. Wish you never left me. I love you papa

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Nice to see that Hales has popped some more photos up - that's awesome. We have the 'big walk' this Sunday, you will bee with us every step we take. A year this Sunday - our lives changed! I miss you so much and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x

🌷 haley sherry gave a flower I would give anything just to have you back

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle Staying with nana tonight pups, wishing you were here so much.. Nana is such a strong lady, guess that's where mum gets it from ay! I love you my hero xoxo

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Well not only is it Bathhurst weekend, but our big walk tomorrow. I am doing it with Tashie, which is awesome, and we have our support crew - Mum, Paul and Hales. I know you will be with us every step of the way. Just remember to bring your puffer! A year tomorrow - our lives changed! I miss you so much...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. A year ago today you left us - our lives changed. A year has passed with so many firsts and today is the last day of firsts. Tashie and I did our 10 km walk in your honour, Hales, Mum and Paul were our support crew. We made it. We then visited you and spent a lovely family time together. Ford won Bathhur...more

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle You would have been so proud of mum and tashie on Sunday papa.. We all miss you more then words xoxo I love you

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. It just one of those days. I miss you so much and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x

🌷 haley sherry gave a flower White flower for you today pups to say I love you xoxo

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Wow what a productive day mum and I had (and Ben - yep he helped too). I promised you I would look after Mum and I try my best - today was one of those helping days. Awesome. Then to top it off, I got to see Hales and Tashie - magic. I miss you so much and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x.

🌷 haley sherry gave a flower Hey pups, thinking of you a lot today. Tashie and my wedding is coming along nicely. You would be proud they way we are together. Life sure isn't the same without you here. Mum and nana had a good day together on Sunday so that was nice. Miss you more then words. I love you papa xoxo

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. I am off to spend the day with Hales and Tashie as it is their Hens' weekend. They will be married soon so they will be a couple of chooks - he he. I miss you so much and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x.

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle Hey pups.. Yup as I sit with you here I thought I would just let you know I miss you. I have been up to now your lawns and they look good. I am sure you would approve hehe.. Amazing weekend just been my papa. You wouldn't believe how it went, I loved it and having mum there and you watching down was the best thing I cou...more

🌷 haley sherry gave a flower Times like this I wish you were here to ring and tell you I got promoted papa. You would be super proud of where I am in life. For the first time in ages I am proud of myself. Miss you so very much. I love you pups

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. I know I haven't been on here for a couple of weeks, but I have been talking to you a lot. Eden turns five in a couple of weeks and then Hales and Tashie get married. These special moments are precious and I just wish you were here. I could do with you here so I could talk to you over the phone right now. ...more

🌷 haley sherry gave a flower Coming to visit tonight. Happy wedding anniversary papa.. Love you so much xoxo

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad - Happy Wedding Anniversary to you and Mum - plus it is a year ago today that Mum had her stroke operation. Thank you for looking after her and for keeping her going when I am sure that her spirits and oomph just want to run away and hide. I miss you so much and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x.

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. I'm just having one of 'those days'. I guess it hit harder today as I lost my Maori mate, Iki, to cancer a couple of days ago. His nature was bubbly, full of life and so friendly. He will be up with you, so look out for the checky Maori chap, Iki. Tears flow now, so I will say tootle loot, just for now. ...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Your pirate turns five on Monday 01 December. Mum and I are off to Christchurch tomorrow to spend the weekend with the Mackeys and to celebrate Eden turning five - amazing eh. A pirate at Middleton Grange! The girls get married next Saturday - another proud moment for me. (How about you make sure that th...more

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle I miss you papa

🌷 haley sherry gave a flower I love you papa.. Will go to the rsa in raro for you xx

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad, you did so well organising the weather for Hales and Tashie yesterday - it was magic. Thank you. It was such an amazing, beautiful ceremony and both of our girls looked gorgeous - simply beautiful. Mrs and Mrs Mexted - how choice is that. Enjoy Hales and Tashie's wedding cake. I miss you so much and lub e...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Guess what? I finally got my bee tattoo - yep I was 100% about getting it done and it didn't even hurt (well the odd scratch). You now look over me by resting on my left shoulder blade - simply awesome and simply wonderful. I miss you so much and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x.

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Yesterday, I heard our Christmas song from Jose Feliciano. Yep I started to cry but then I knew you would be saying ... You winner you. So I smiled, gave myself a pat on the back where your tattoo is and tried to wipe away the tears. Poop that didn't work. It's times like this that I so wish you were here....more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. With Christmas just around the corner, please look after everyone so that their hearts don't ache too much at the thought of you not being here. Mum, Paul and I will duck on up early Christmas morning to see you. I might even have a pressie for you - guess what it will be? I miss you so much and lub ewe d...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Christmas Day tomorrow - off to the Mexteds in Upper Hutt (not the girls - he he) for brekky and then fly down to Christchurch to the Mackeys. The girls have done a video of their wedding - I cry every time I watch it and I have watched it stacks of times. I know you are with me in my heart, on my mind and...more

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle Xmas tomorrow pups, miss you more then ever.. Wish you were here papa. I love you so very much xoxo See you in the morning with Mitch an Tashie

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. I thought about not writing on here any more as time has moved on and I should be moving on too, but then I knew that this is what helps me, being able to write to you. I know you are with me in every step I take, but having you not here is so hard. Today, is a hard day Dad. I miss you so much and lub ewe...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Last day of 2014 and tomorrow dawns 2015. Catch you next year on this website. He he. I miss you so much and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x.

🌷 haley sherry gave a flower Hey pups. Happy New Years, Tashie and I just had some time with you before as like mum we miss you a lot. I wish you were here. I love you papa xoxo

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. 2015 is here. I'm finding it harder over the last couple of days without you. I miss you so much and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x.

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Crickey we are in desperate need of rain - it is so tinder dry here. Mum and the girls and possibly Connor are coming over this weekend to help me with Eden and Lily. It will be a lovely time and I am so looking forward to it. Buzz on by at any time Dad. I miss you so much and lub ewe dearly. Your Shith...more

🌷 haley sherry gave a flower I love you papa

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. I have just had a most wonderful time with the Mackeys - it hurts to see them go. It also hurts to know that my Hales has rheumatoid arthritis, but I just know in my heart that the medication will help her. Connor is staying with us at the moment, that's a special thing too. I will try and come and see you ...more

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle Hey pups, please can you keep watching over mum. She not doing to well.. Miss you so very much.. I love you xoxo

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. My birthday today - so happy birthday to me. I know you are around as I have seen you buzz on by or tap at the window - ha ha. Please continue to watch over all of us as we miss you dearly. I miss you so much and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x

🌷 haley sherry gave a flower So pups I am Offically a Mexted now.. Got all my new birth very etc so that's exciting.. I miss you so much right now.. I love you papa

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. I read the things that Hales and I write to you and it becomes a form of communication between her, you and I - almost like a diary. I have an appointment with the Renal Specialist on Tuesday, I am a little scared and worry about the outcome, with all that is wrong with me, I sometimes wonder - what next? Bu...more

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle Hey my pups.. All really need you today for mum. If there is anything small you can do today is the day please.. I love n miss you so so so very much xoxo

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Valentine's Day and I am going to go to the Cossie for tea with mum and stay the night. Will have a flutter on the pokies - wahoo to any money that comes our way. Will pop over tomorrow and see you. I miss you so much and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x.

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Nigel's birthday today - yours tomorrow. I just wish you were here so I could talk to you and you could say you'll talk to the Big Fella. I can't understand how your illness took you so quick. I'll never come to terms with why you had to leave us. I miss you so much and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x.

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Happy birthday - enjoy your peanut slab. It just doesn't get any easier not having you here. I miss you so much and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x.

🌷 haley sherry gave a flower Happy birthday my hero.. Missing you as much as the day you left.. I wish you were here so much.. I love you pups xoxo

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Lily's first birthday today. Mum and I went to Christchurch yesterday for her barbeque birthday party and we able to be with her on her special day today. It was magic! I miss you so much and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x.

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle I miss you so much pups x

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Wow what a rough week last week, but then I guess you already know that. I have been blessed with the most amazing family who have helped get me through the ordeal (which still goes on). I treasure the closeness that I have with certain people and love that they care for me and love me the way the do (they...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. I had a lovely weekend with Mum last weekend (and Hales and Tashie). Next weekend is Easter and we will all get together to have a family dinner. I know you will be with us in our hearts. I miss you so much and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x.

🌷 haley sherry gave a flower You would be so proud of our boys today pups.. World Cup final for the black caps!! We will bring it home. Can imagine you sitting in your chair watching and txting me.. Miss you more then ever.. Please look after mum. I love you papa xoxo

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad - Happy Easter. We had a lovely get together dinner last night. I shall pop over and see you this weekend as I am staying with the girls. I miss you so much and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x.

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Righty ho it is time for me to ask you to talk to the Big Fella and ask for help for Hales and I - we are very sore and nothing seems to be working. Thanks Dad. I miss you so much and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x.

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Poor Hales has had so much pain with her arthritis - please help her to come right, take away the pain and for her to be able to manage this crippling disease - thank you. I miss you so much and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x.

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Okey dokey I need you to please sprinkle some healing dust on Hales to help her with her arthritis. It saddens me so much to see her in pain and what she is going through. I know and understand her pain. Thanks Dad. I miss you so much and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x.

🌷 haley sherry gave a flower You wouldn't believe how much I wish you were here right now pups.. I sit everyday and wish I got to spend just a little bit more time with you taking about things that made us laugh. I don't have much anymore that makes me laugh all I seem to do is cry. Like everyone no one has gotten over you leaving and time isn't h...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Well that was another lovely weekend with mum and I got to see Hales as well. Then it was your team; my team. Yep you won - you winner you! A fleeting visit to come and see you, mum and I did on Saturday before the big game - a great night out. As always Dad it is hard to leave Mum and Hales to come home...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. I miss you so much and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x.

🌷 haley sherry gave a flower I love and miss you so much my hero xx

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Hales' birthday tomorrow, but then you already know that. Feel free to buzz on by her place just to let her know you are near. I miss you so much and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x.

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Hales' birthday today. She is 29 years old - my baby. Remember to buzz on by. Tootle loot. I miss you so much and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x.

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Nearly Mum's 75th birthday. We will pop over and see you for her birthday on Thursday. I miss you so much and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x.

🌷 haley sherry gave a flower I love you papa xx

🕯 Aimee Mackey lit a candle Hey my pup, So I don't really use this site anymore, I talk to you aloud as I walk my life. You are with me often. I know. There are some days though where Im desperate to hear your reply, not just in my head but your voice. So many moments that I would share with you, hear your laugh, your little quotes. Sometimes I...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. As you know Mum had her birthday yesterday and I recon she had a great day (having you not with us was the only downfall). It was so special to share Mum opening her star present with you as it included you as well - a special moment, for my special Mum and Dad. I miss you so much and lub ewe dearly. Your...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. It's a hard day today. I miss you so much and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. We try to get on with our lives since you left us, but it is so hard. So many awful things are happening that we have no control over. I look to you to lift us up and help us. I wish you were here. I miss you so much and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle We didn't do it with the game tonight pups but you know what we will get it next time.. Miss you like crazy!! I love you to the moon and back xoxo

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Aim's birthday today - 31 - amazing how time goes. I miss you so much and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Off to Taupo we go - please look after us all as we travel northwards. I miss you so much and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Bird's 50th birthday today. We had a wonderful weekend in Taupo doing the family thing. We wore our bees at dinner last night just to let you know that you were with us. I wore black and yellow to represent you. It was so sad to not have you there in person, in spirit I know you were. I miss you so muc...more

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle I miss you papa.. Miss you like crazy!

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Wish you were here - it's been a hard couple of days. I miss you so much and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle Pups you would be very proud of me with the way I am going with work at the moment. I know you know my pay rise and that we brought a car today and man I wish I could show you so bad. You would love it. Bloody miss you like crazy my hero. I love you xoxo

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Wow August and that means in two months time, it will be two years since you left us. It doesn't get any easier Dad, tears flow as I type this. I want you here with us and to be with Mum. I will never understand why you got sick. I miss you so much and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Things aren't getting any easier, Dad. I miss you so much and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. I am off to the Mackeys this weekend and I am looking forward to it. Nearly two years coming up - things still haven't changed. I miss you so much and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x

🌷 haley sherry gave a flower Happy Father's Day pups.. I miss you so very much and really wish you were here today and always.. I love you so very much xoxo

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Paul and I called in and saw you yesterday. We left you a peanut slab. It was a hard day knowing I don't have you here to be able to share the day with you. Tomorrow is the last of my infusion - I don't think it is working. If you can throw a little bit of light on it to make it work or talk to the Big F...more

🌷 haley sherry gave a flower In Aussie my pups and man I wish I could txt you and tell me about my adventures!! Miss you like crazy!! I love you so much xoxo

🌷 haley sherry gave a flower Thanks for the wins last night pups.. So wish I could have texted you.. This time 2 years ago I came over to see you.. Had to say my goodbyes.. Still cry over you. Miss you more then words. I love you xoxo

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Phoebe's birthday today. Yahoo she says. Two years ago your illness started and what you had to go through, was awful. I believe you are now in a place where you are at rest and can watch over us and buzz on by. The hurt doesn't get any easier Dad. Tears still flow. I just wish you were here. I miss y...more

🌷 haley sherry gave a flower Nearly 2 years my pups.. Struggling today. I love you heaps xoxo

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Two years today you left us and the heart ache of you leaving us, doesn't get any easier. I just wish you were here. I miss you so much and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle Thank you for visiting mum last night pups.. So nice to know that you are still hearing my thoughts.. Miss you so very much, no words how much. I love you heaps xoxo

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle Happy anniversary for this week papa.. There's not a day that goes by I don't think of you. I love you heaps xoxo

🌷 haley sherry gave a flower Thanks for been my hero.. I miss you everyday xx

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. I miss you so much and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x

🌷 haley sherry gave a flower Pups! Wow in 1 day you would have been the big 75!! Awww you getting old!! Your special boy is now 18 today! Can you believe that! From the young man to now 18, you would be so proud of who is had become! Messaging you today as tomorrow won't be easy at all for me, I miss you more and more every day and so bad with th...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Yes I know it has been a couple of months, but I am learning that I don't have to go on here as often any more as you are with me always. So many events have passed and you aren't here - it is jolly tough. I miss your jokes, your laugh, your humour and your listening ear. I will never understand why you ha...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. I'm missing you so much over the last three days. I constantly think about you and then I cry. I don't know why it has hit me so hard at the moment. Golly I wish you were here. I miss you so much and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x.

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle Missing you so much, love you heaps xoxo

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle Can't believe in a month I will be 30 and you won't be here to celebrate with me.. Wish you were here to watch our walk on Sunday, you would be proud.. Miss you like day 1 without you my hero. I love you my Papa xoxo

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle I miss you my hero xx

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Our baby girl turns 30 in two days time. I know that you aren't physically here with us, but we all know that you are in our hearts. Feel free to buzz on by. Thank you for watching over us all when the bad times get harder. I will never, ever understand why you passed away. Why you Dad? I miss you so muc...more

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle Taking about you is slowly getting easier.. I am so proud you were MY Papa!! I love you xx

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle You would be proud pups.. You would be sitting in your chair with your treats watching the boys play this weekend! Go the canes!! Love and miss you more then you will ever know xx

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. I lub ewe. Your Shithead.x

🌷 haley sherry gave a flower Off to Aussie tomorrow pups, will go to hands on head for you.. Please watch over us to keep us all safe and keep an eye on mumma today please while she is on her drip.. Miss n love you more than you would ever know xx

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Today it has been so hard as I retrace three years ago. What happened on the day to the lead up of you leaving us. Tomorrow will be very hard for us all. I will never understand why you had to leave us, but you promised me that you would never give up and I believe you. Your body gave up not you. I mis...more

🕯 haley sherry lit a candle 3 years without you tomorrow pups, still feels like yesterday. Wish you were here so much.. love you more than words my hero xoxo

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Merry Christmas - I know you shall be watching over us all. Feel free to buzz on by. Forever in my heart you will be. I miss you so much and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Wow 2017 has arrived - I am making it my year of the butterfly. I know that you will watch over us all and buzz on by when we need you the most. I miss you so much and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. I miss you so much and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Wow you would be super proud of Hales and Tashie as they have bought their new home. It's just perfect for them. I know that you are watching over them, but to have you here especially to see your bar towels in their garage would be awesome. It doesn't get any easier without you here, Dad. Buzz on by whene...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Just having one of those days, actually it's been all week really. Just wish you were here to see my girls' new homes - I am so proud of them both. I know that you are watching over them, but it's not the same as you sitting in the lounge at their homes. I have two gorgeous, beautiful and amazing daughter...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. I miss you so much and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Today five years ago, Todd passed away. Together, I hope that you are both having a beer.I miss you so much and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad - another Christmas without you - it never gets any easier. I see you buzzing around and I know that you are near, I just wish you wish here for me to talk to you. I miss you so much and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad - well it is nearly your birthday. I will pop over and see you, but you know that I have you always in my heart and think of you nearly every single day. I miss you so much and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad - it's a struggle at the moment. Wish you were here. I miss you so much and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad - I miss you so much and lub ewe dearly. Your Shithead.x

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Five years today, your body decided enough was enough and your brave fight ended. How could I have known that to not have you in my life would be so devastating. Well Dad, it is. There isn't a day that goes by, where I don't think of you and then there are days where you grace my presence by flying by, buz...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. The last two days have seen two beautiful dogs come your way - Phoebe and Ruby. It is up to you now to care for these girls. They were ours for a precious time, but not ours to keep forever. Now it is your turn to love and care for these dogs until we meet them again. Thanks, Dad. I miss you so much an...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Happy birthday. Mitchell turned 21 years old, yesterday. He is a fine young man. He did the yardie and spewed - good on him. You would be watching on and shaking your head from side to side whilst smiling that smile of yours. Anyway, happy birthday, Dad. I miss you so much and lub ewe dearly. Your Shit...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Just touching base. You will see from above all the happenings - Aim and the baby, Hales and her new house, Mitch and his new job, Aimz got her degree, Mum still being a strong lady and Bird is off to Samoa tomorrow (safe travels to them) and Ben and Connor are doing their thing. Life goes on and sometimes...more

Hi Dad. Wow July is here already and I will be sending you a Merry Christmas message before we know it. Aim's birthday tomorrow, 35 years and she is a real amazing young lady. Hales continues to be like Aim, and that is in the path of being strong. I am so proud of them, Dad. You always did say that I was a good mum - thank you. Look after Max...more

Hi Dad. Nearly your six year anniversary. On Saturday, we are getting together to have dinner as a family and no doubt will reflect on you and how much we love you and miss you. Also, I will get to see you on Saturday as we are going to pop over and visit you and you can give us the winning Lotto numbers (he he). I have a new puppy, Marley and s...more

🌷 Deborah Eising gave a flower Hi Dad. Seven years have passed and there is never a day that goes by, where I don't think of you. You are my everything and I lost a part of me when you left. You would be so proud of Mum, she is a real trouper and an amazing lady. If I could be like her when I grow up, I would be so lucky. Always know that, yo...more