I love u kids more then I love my self I know I didnt do right I shouldn't been a better mom been there for yall been a mom not a friend no one can beat me up as much as I do my self I made mistakes and sorry please everyone of kids please for give me and do better then me love harder then me have a home card jobs somethen I didnt have after losing yall smile more than me remember I loved yall more then anything in this world for ever and always