Christopher Draper

🕯 Karl Draper lit a candle There are so many words that could describe Christopher but you would have had to have known him or even crossed paths briefly to understand how kind and loving he was and how infectious his character was on others. Christopher lived life to the full and always putting others first, he will always be in our hearts and a ...more

🕯 Oakengates Co-op lit a candle Hollie and the staff at Co-Operative Funeralcare, Oakengates, send their heartfelt condolences to the family at this sad time and light this candle in memory of Chris.

Amazing son and brother There are so many words that could describe Christopher but you would have had to have known him or even crossed paths briefly to understand how kind and loving he was and how infectious his character was on others. Christopher lived life to the full and always putting others first, he will always be in our hearts and a true...more

🌷 Chloe Grant gave a flower I still can't get my head round this! I can't believe you're gone... Such an amazing person gone way too soon! You will for ever be in my heart and in the hearts of many others too. I hope you're resting easy up there you beautiful soul!! I'll never forget you chris!!

🌷 Janet Payne gave a flower Taken to soon a wonderful nephew ❤

🌷 Maria Jones gave a flower No farewell words were spoken, no time to say goodbye, you were gone before we knew it, and only God knows why.We loved you so much our Beautiful & Funny Nephew....Now with Nan & Auntie Sue...God Only Takes The Best...Broken Hearted Aunty Maria Uncle Kev, Cousins Terry Sarah Marc & Leon...We shall cherish Our Special Me...more

🌷 justyna gave a flower RIPXXX

🌷 mark powles gave a flower cant believe youve gone mate my love go3es out to you and all your family RIP old friend :)

🕯 Shell Louise lit a candle No words can explain how we all feel loosing u seeing u grow from a baby to a stunning 18 year old is a proud auntie moment my nephew forever sleep well with the Angels sweetheart loads of love forever auntie shell xxxx

🕯 lisa ward lit a candle Such a lovely young man. Sending love to all family and friends xxx

🕯 Karl Draper lit a candle Christopher my son, you are gone much too soon and I can only hope that there is a higher purpose for you in another life. I have never felt pain like this and it really is a pain I cannot describe, all my memories of you and the smile on your face and energy you produced will guide me through each day until I get to mee...more

🕯 Karl Draper lit a candle Christopher my beautiful son, my heart is truly broken that I could not keep you any longer and I have been immensely proud of you every day of your life from the day you were born and will continue to be proud of such a fine young man. Rest in peace now my sweet Angel in the arms of your nan your suffering is no more a...more

🕯 Sue Freakes lit a candle My amazing grandson Christopher,no words can describe how much my heart is breaking right now, knowing I will never see you or your sunny smile again. I have so many great memories of you growing up and I will always cherish them and hold them in my heart till we meet again,we never got to say goodbye or have that las...more

🕯 Liam draper lit a candle My amazing brother, over the 18 years of your life we shared some amazing memories that I will cherish forever and never ever forget them, so many good memories! I still can't believe you have gone but I assure you that you will never be forgotten, nan will look after you now, rest in paradise mate I love you ❤️❤️

🕯 Karl Draper lit a candle Love you Christopher xx R.I.P

🌷 Sue Freakes gave a flower Think about you everyday my sweet charming handsome grandson. Love you xxxsleep now darling xxxxx

🌷 Karl Draper gave a flower Always in my thoughts buddy xxx

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle My beautiful strong amazing son there is so many words I want to write but struggle to find them amongst this over whelming grief and pain I feel CRYING FACE You will live forever in my heart and our precious memories will keep you alive loving you was easy bit living without you is unbearable love you more than the a...more

🕯 Elinor Gibson lit a candle I will never say goodbye to you Chris, as I don't believe in goodbyes. However I will say, until we meet again my friend. Keep shining bright like the star you are. Sleep now buddy, you've earnt it

🕯 Karl Draper lit a candle Every night your lamp is turned on to brighten up your room to make me feel like you are still home. Love you buddy xxxxx

🌷 Sue Freakes gave a flower christopher words can't express the feeling of emptyness i feel at the loss of you my handsome grandson.there is a big hole in my heart that will never be filled it dosen't mean i will forget you it means my heart will never ever be whole again, that night you left us was one i will never forget now there are thre...more

🕯 lee freakes lit a candle Those we love don't go away, They walk beside us every day, Unseen, unheard, but always near, Still loved, still missed and very dear.

🕯 Liam draper lit a candle Really missing you mate

🕯 Karl Draper lit a candle Good night buddy and always in my heart

🕯 Maria Jones lit a candle Memories and little prayers We are all mourning you .. But we’ll celebrate the short life you led We will NEVER FORGET you Christopher

🕯 Karen lit a candle Mine is just a simple prayer, for God to keep you in his care. Good night! God bless! XXX

🕯 Sue Freakes lit a candle Tomorrow will be the last time I get to say goodbye to you Christopher but you will never ever be forgotten you are my guardian angel now you were taken to soon from us all,my heart aches knowing you won't be there when I come and visit but i know your soul and spirit will be with me forever and were ever I go slee...more

🕯 Karl Draper lit a candle Christopher today we get to celebrate your life as I prefer to see it, you were a great son, brother and friend to many and you are and will continue to be missed. You aspired to be many great things and you are the most courageous person I have ever met, please look over Maximus (Moose) as you nicknamed him and protect ...more

🕯 Amanda lit a candle Sweet dreams Christopher,

🕯 Sue Freakes lit a candle Christopher you will always be in my heart and mind buddy love you fore ever xxx nan

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle Christopher my sweet angel please give me a sign to let me know you are in the arms of Nan and happy I think of you every minute of everyday my heart is shattered into a million pieces and the pain is so very unbearable I miss you more and more please sweetheart give me the closure I need xx your very heart broken mom ...more

🕯 Karl Draper lit a candle Christopher, son, it has been nearly a week since your funeral which was a great ceremony, however I still and will miss you and the pain that cannot be described still hits me without warning. I always think of you buddy and love you very much. God bless xxxxxxx

🕯 Gemma Hughes lit a candle There's not a minute of the day goes by that I don't think about you, I remember the good times and the chats we used to have and I so sad that I cannot talk to you again. Miss you forever, love you forever, my friend forever

i can't believe its a week today when we said our final goodbye to you , but just because your not here in body you are with me in spirit christopher i have your picture in a special frame with butterflies and it has a candle next to it which i light every day i miss you so much i mss not being able to text you and ask how your weeks been, i stll...more

🕯 Karl Draper lit a candle I am sure on a day like Valentines you would have pulled out all the stops for the one you love, you clearly do not get your romance from me WINKING FACE I am sure wherever you are now you are a right charmer. Miss you buddy xxx

🌷 Karl Draper gave a flower ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️Xxxxxxxxxxx

🌷 Anita draper gave a flower Missing you so much it's a crippling pain without you how I am to go without you here I will never know I love you so much Christopher if only our love could have saved you, you would still be here xxxxxxxxx

🌷 Sue Freakes gave a flower thinking of you every day my darling . a candle burns bright next to your picture.love and miss you every day i miss being able to txt you xxxxnan

🕯 Karl Draper lit a candle Happy 19th birthday son, so sad you are not with us today and for you to celebrate in your own unique way. Love you buddy xxxxxxx

🕯 Sue Freakes lit a candle happy 19th birthday christopher, it's with great sadness your not here celebrating with your friends and family.i'm sure your up in heaven celebrating the way you always used to your always in my thoughts and mind and in my heart darling love always ....nanxxxxxxx

🕯 Karl Draper lit a candle Another day in paradise mate, missing you. Love you. Xxxxx

🕯 Karl Draper lit a candle Another day in paradise mate, missing you. Love you. Xxxxx

🌷 Karl Draper gave a flower Love you buddy xxxx

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle Well life seems to have fell into a normal routine but nothing's normal about it as your not here every second my heart beats it breaks and aches to have you home where you should be I miss you so so much it's killing me without you life should not be like this you had so much to live for its so unfair maximus misses y...more

🕯 Sue Freakes lit a candle Christopher my Angel I miss you all much I keep thinking I'm having a dream and will wake up soon,grandad pops as max calls him has brought him a pair of footy boots orange the colour he wanted max said your boots were now his but it would take yrs before he'd get into them dad or Liam can take him for a kick about no...more

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle Christopher my sweet angel every day gets harder and harder the pain is so unbearable good news today as well Liam is coming home and has got a job working at cml if only you were here to share this you'd be so excited to be working with your brother it's all so tragic you left wishing you were here so very much xxx lo...more

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle I love and miss you so very much my heart is shattered why you had go so young I will never know wishing every day I could rewind life and save you CRYING FACECRYING FACECRYING FACExxxxx

🕯 Karl Draper lit a candle Christopher, every morning I am greeted with your smiling face by way of a photo next to the bed. The realisation soon hits that I will not see you again. Love you, miss you xxxx dad xxxx

🌷 Anita draper gave a flower I love and miss you with every beat of my heart love mom xxx so wish you were still here and not just in my heart and thoughts SLEEPY FACE Xx DIZZY SYMBOLPENGUINFACE THROWING A KISS

🕯 Karl Draper lit a candle XxxxxxxPENGUINPENGUINPENGUINPENGUINPENGUIN

🕯 Karl Draper lit a candle Another day buddy so another candle. Miss you, love you PENGUINPENGUINPENGUINDISAPPOINTED FACE❤️❤️

🕯 Louise Harper lit a candle I miss you so so much Chris, I am completely broken without you, love you always❤️

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle You were the light in my life now I am in darkness help me to find the light Christopher life without you is unbearable every beat of my broken heart aches to have you home with us all big big hugs from maximus he misses his big brother so much we all do xxx I love you love mom xxxxx

🕯 Nikki Hayward lit a candle I know tomorrow you will be with me light always. I know you will help me along each path I choose. But no matter how long you stay with me, I still lose. You're not here, but I am, so I will make you proud, I love you and miss you too the moon and back Chris, wish me luck for tomorrow, I'll be waiting for my sign

🕯 Maria Jones lit a candle I blow your kisses to the sky And off to you I let them fly Each one a wish I wrap in love And send to you so high above I feel you watching as I do And know you hear each I love you So everyday I will send them high Up to you Christopher in the sky. Its just not the same without you here. xxxxxxxxxx

🕯 Sue Freakes lit a candle i can't believe it's been 7 weeks since you left us christopher i still feel the pain i look at your photo every day with love in my heart for you,i still cry for my dad your great grandad you would of loved him he was a practical joker just like you were, he used to give your dad what for though if ever he was naughty i...more

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle Loving you always forgetting you never life is so hard without you here xxx

🕯 Karl Draper lit a candle Christopher I miss you bring around every day, I may not appear to show it on the outside but inside I feel like a broken jigsaw puzzle that can never be fully completed because there is a piece missing. The realisation that I will never see, hear or laugh with you ever again is to hard to think about but after all tha...more

🕯 Karl Draper lit a candle Christopher I miss you bring around every day, I may not appear to show it on the outside but inside I feel like a broken jigsaw puzzle that can never be fully completed because there is a piece missing. The realisation that I will never see, hear or laugh with you ever again is to hard to think about but after all tha...more

🌷 Karl Draper gave a flower Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

🕯 Karl Draper lit a candle Xxxxxxxxxx

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle I miss you so much my heart aches with every beat I'll never be complete until again we meet I love you Christopher xxxx

🕯 Karl Draper lit a candle Xxxxxxx

🌷 Karl Draper gave a flower Love and miss you mate xxxxx

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle Missing you so much xx

🌷 Karl Draper gave a flower Miss you Christopher, so very hard :(

🕯 Sue Freakes lit a candle Missing you ..xxxxxxxxxxxx

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle Miss you so very much life without you here is heartbreaking Liam starts his induction today at cml you'd be so excited he is coming to work where you did oh Christopher why did you have to leave us it's not right you had so much to live for so much to give the world it's truly heartbreaking tragic I miss you so very m...more

🕯 Karl Draper lit a candle Really missed you last night mate but no different to any other day. Made a start on your memorial garden should be ready for when the weather picks up xxxxxx

🌷 Anita draper gave a flower You are always on my mind and forever in my heart xxxxx

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle I love you I miss you it's so incredibly difficult without you life seems to be normal but nothing is normal about it

🌷 Karl Draper gave a flower Xxxxxx

🕯 Karl Draper lit a candle Love and miss you Christopher

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle Missing you so much thank you for letting us know you are still around keep it up I need more proof I love you baby breaks my heart your not here xxx

🌷 Karl Draper gave a flower Xxxx

🕯 Karl Draper lit a candle Happy Easter Christopher I wish you were here today to help Maximus with his egg hunt xx miss you buddy xx

🕯 Karl Draper lit a candle Good morning buddy, up and down day yesterday with my thoughts and emotions. Just want you back now

🕯 Karl Draper lit a candle I will upload photos on here which may not include you Christopher but they will be photos/memories that I want to share that you cannot be with us to enjoy xx

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle Christopher we miss you so badly it's horrible without you , you were the light in our lives now we are in darkness everything we do is so much harder without you here, making these memories is not nice with our bubba here

🌷 Karl Draper gave a flower Missing you more than ever this week xxx

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle Had a day out today took you with us but what a bitter sweet day think we were all in some kind of limbo without you bubba it just isn't right having your ashes with us instead of your physically being I hate it baby :(

🕯 Hollie Frisby lit a candle Always in my thoughts Christopher x

🕯 Karl Draper lit a candle Xxxx

🌷 Karl Draper gave a flower Xxx

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle Maximus is going to follow in your footsteps my little chef miss you bubba so much xxx

🕯 Karl Draper lit a candle Xxxxxxxx

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle Love you Christopher miss you so much xxxx

🕯 Gemma Hughes lit a candle Miss you xxxxxxx

🌷 Karl Draper gave a flower Xxxxxxxx

🌷 Anita draper gave a flower Miss you baby xxxx

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle You were a diamond so caring funny a real charmer always putting others before yourself this world has lost a real treasure heaven has gained one hell of a beautiful angel I miss you baby making me laugh you were the light in my life, I've been in darkness ever since but some how you are shining through slowly guiding...more

🌷 Anita draper gave a flower A rose for my beautiful angel xxxxx

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle We took maximus to priorslee lake today your favourite place was beautiful just like you Thankyou for the feather xxxx

🌷 Karl Draper gave a flower Xxxxxxx

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle Maximus loved kicking the football about on the field you played on with Liam so sad your not with us breaks my heart so so much xxx miss you terribly my baby love you so much xxx

🕯 Karl Draper lit a candle Xxxxx missing you xxxxxx

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle 3 months today baby since you went away and not a minute have you been out of my thoughts and heart miss you so much love you Christopher fly high sweetheart xxxx

🕯 Karl Draper lit a candle The more details I find the harder I find to process it all. It should Bring closure but it actually opens Pandora's box. Love and miss you buddy love xxxxxx

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle Oh baby why didn't you confide in mom you know how close we are you know you could tell me anything :( we could have sorted everything breaks my heart so much your gone I can't even believe your gone this isn't happening I don't want it to be true it's too painful without you I love you so much Christopher you were my ...more

🕯 Karl Draper lit a candle Xxxxxx

🕯 Karl Draper lit a candle Christopher i miss you so so much, every morning getting up to face the day is extremely hard as is keeping up appearances. xxxxxxx

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle Christopher why baby why could not feel all this love we have for you you meant so so much to all of us a vital link in our family chain a chain that is now broken very broken and will never be the same until each one of us joins you :(:(:( we love you so much and miss you beyond words

🌷 Anita draper gave a flower For you baby xxxx

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle Miss you baby so very much love you more xxxxx

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle Every day is torture without you it still doesn't feel real breaks my heart seeing Liam missing you so incredibly much his heart is totally broken we all are if only we could turn back time xxxx

🕯 Karl Draper lit a candle Xxxxxx

🌷 Karl Draper gave a flower Xxxxxx

🌷 Anita draper gave a flower I love you Christopher miss you so much xxxx

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle Christopher you should be here play fighting with Liam max and dad it's so wrong that your not breaks my heart so much why did you have to go I need you more than Nan :(:(:(

🕯 Karl Draper lit a candle Missing you buddy so much I cannot put it into words xxxx

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle Christopher your tribute bench is ordered you'd be so proud :(:( xx

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle Dark day today baby missing you so much my heart breaks at every thought of you which is every second I'm awake it's killing me without oh Christopher you were needed here more than you knew why my sweet boy why, why have you gone this is so not right :( :( :( xxx

🌷 Anita draper gave a flower I I'd give all the flowers in the world if I could have you back home :(:( missing you so much

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle Thankyou for our feather Christopher we asked you for a sign and you gave us one I know you are here just wish it was like before :( missing you so much you loved parties I love you xxxx

🌷 Anita draper gave a flower I love you so much and miss you beyond words :(:( xxxxx

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle Thankyou for being with me last night I now understand I don't have your physical body but you are still here with me I'm feeling so excited to develop or fine tune my senses to hear you feel you more I love you Christopher you truly are a special Angel Thankyou for choosing me to love you for ever xxxxxx

🌷 Karl Draper gave a flower Miss you so much buddy xxxxxxx

🕯 Karl Draper lit a candle I light candles every day for you son, keeping your spirit alight xxxxxxx

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle Christopher I am so proud of you giving me comfort when I needed it most and spooking dad lol well done our son keep it up i love you so much and am Totally comforted by your presence ❤️

🌷 Karl Draper gave a flower xxxxxxxx

🌷 Anita draper gave a flower My beautiful Christopher I miss you so very much it's so not fair without you feeling so lost without you xxxx

🕯 Karl Draper lit a candle Every day is tough Christopher but today was further up the scale xxxx

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle Every day is tough without you today I'm drowning the pain cuts worse than a knife there is no end to this suffering god I miss you I need you back here I can't live another day without you this is so hard baby why did you have to leave :( xxx

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle Christopher my sweet angel Thankyou so much for all these signs your sending were getting them loud and clear I know it's healing me and I hope it's bringing comfort to dad and Liam wonder if you've visited Matt must ask him when I see him ❤️ I'm so glad your with Nan and both of you are guiding me in the right direct...more

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle Christopher you'd be so proud of max he's swimming so much better now I'm sure your watching his every move love you miss you x❤️

🌷 Anita draper gave a flower Love you miss you like crazy

🌷 Karl Draper gave a flower xx

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle The tears have flowed so much today the pain inside hurts so much Christopher I miss you more than life itself this is beyond hard how I'm still breathing is beyond me guess it's cos I'm needed by your brothers and dad I hate this everything about it is wrong

🕯 Karl Draper lit a candle Christopher as time goes by it seems to get harder, everyone says time is a great healer but that all depends on the kind of pain that needs healing, certainly the pain I feel will never heal. I really miss you and the banter we would sometimes have or the fact I would just take the mickey out of you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx...more

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle Missing you so much xxx

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle Sometimes there are just no words

🕯 Erin Ball lit a candle :'( <3

🕯 Karl Draper lit a candle :((((((

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle Hurting so much missing you so deeply I hate this so much :( :( :(

🌷 Karl Draper gave a flower xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle Missing you so much :(:( xxxx

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle Missing everything about you your smile your charm your laughter your hugs everything God I so wish you were here Christopher it's hell living without you :(

🕯 Karl Draper lit a candle xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle Your in my every thought I miss you so badly my heart aches xxxxxxx I love you so much xxxxx

🕯 Sue Freakes lit a candle christopher there isnt a day goes by without me looking at your photo or thinking about you i so miss our txt messages ive been spoiling maximoos i send him a parcel every week he asks dad or mom is there post for me so i send him a little prsent its not much but he enjoys getting them. last week i found some penguin...more

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle I love you and miss you so much your laughter your smile your hugs our little chats :( xxxxxxxx I miss everything about you

🕯 Karl Draper lit a candle xxxxxx

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle My new tattoo perfect like you its your hand writing

🌷 Karl Draper gave a flower Christopher so much has happened this weekend, first we find out your memorial bench at the lake has been installed which is a great place for everyone to sit and reflect and second your memorial area in our own garden was also created which looks amazing. You certainly were and you are still very much thought of. Love ...more

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle So wish you were here to enjoy the garden you loved sitting in the sun topping up your beautiful already tanned skin :( miss you bubba so dam much it kills me everyday without my baby here X

🕯 Karl Draper lit a candle xxxxxxx

🌷 Karl Draper gave a flower xxx

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle Missing you more and more as time goes on it gets harder and harder without you love you so much baby this pain kills me each more each day

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle Feeling so sad today missing you so badly I hate that your not here it's killing me :(:( X

🌷 Sue Freakes gave a flower I just read the message from a stranger who sat on your bench.it was such a nice thing that he felt the need to comment on here,when I come up to visit I will come and visit your bench and sit and remember you Chris,your memorial garden at home is beautiful it had input from mom dad Liam max and mom designed your star a...more

🌷 steve goodchild gave a flower Today as I was passing the lake on my way to St Georges I noticed a bench newly installed and took a seat. I read the plaque and then sat a while and soaked up the lovely view, spending a moment to consider the person who was not able to do so and who had likely stood at this spot themselves not that many months be...more

🌷 Sue Freakes gave a flower I gave dad a bench for everyone to sit on and look out across your garden and remember you, he's painting it green your favourite colour max had a play around it when it was all done it looks so nice with dads apple tree as your memory tree and the flowers in the planter and pots and moms ornaments and the lovely lights...more

🌷 Anita draper gave a flower I love you Christopher I miss you so much xxxx

🌷 Robyn Galtrey Matthews gave a flower Missing you buddy xx

🌷 Maria Jones gave a flower Christopher ......We miss you now, our hearts are sore, As time goes by we miss you more, Your loving smile, your gentle face, No one can fill your vacant place. Remembering you is easy, We do it everyday, but missing you is heartache that never goes away. We hold you tightly within our heart and there you wi...more

🌷 Debi gave a flower Miss you Bubba

🕯 Gemma Hughes lit a candle Always thinking of you

🌷 lee freakes gave a flower Hope your enjoying the garden with your mum, dad and brothers mate. Still can't believe your not here. We all miss you. I'll be up again soon to visit your bench buddy. Love and hugs mate xxxxxxx

🕯 Karl Draper lit a candle Miss you buddy. Every night at the moment is like Groundhog Day, I relive every sound, touch, smell and emotion. I would do a deal with the devil to get you back here to live the life you were destined to which is far greater than mine xxxx

🌷 Ellie Woodhouse gave a flower ❤️

🌷 Ellie Woodhouse gave a flower ❤️

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle We took maximus to the beach yesterday it defiantly wasn't the same without you my heart and tears sobbed watching dad max and Liam without you you were not from from our thoughts in fact we talked of you all day eventually we were able to enjoy max having fun and enjoying himself but without it was not nice :( :(

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle I love you bubba xxxx

🕯 Erin Ball lit a candle Missing you and thinking of you always xxx

🌷 Sue Sewell gave a flower I too have noticed the bench by the lake and felt compelled to discover who Christopher is, my thoughts and prayers to his family I hope that time eases your pain.

🕯 Sue Freakes lit a candle Thinking of you today my darling Christopher, but that's nothing new I think about you everyday just like your great grandad to,I know he's looking after you just like he did your dad to,missing you so much I love you xxxxxxxxxx

🕯 Karl Draper lit a candle Christopher I spent most of Saturday night awake because I could not stop thinking about the 12th January in vivid detail and go through all the 'what ifs' cannot seem to get motivated and feel drained, miss you buddy xxxxxx

🌷 Anita draper gave a flower Fly high my beautiful angel you make us so proud every single day love you more than the air I breath

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle 5 months today 5 months without you without your smile without your charm without your hugs without your laughter they say miracles do not happen but they do as its a miracle we've survived this long without you, you are missed so much each of us hurting so badly at you not being here

🕯 Sue Freakes lit a candle Can't believe it's 5 months ago today Christopher that you left us to get your wings,think about you every day darling miss You so much...xxxx

🌷 Anita draper gave a flower I love you my angel maximus Liam and Matt miss their brother so much

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle My heart is shattered my strength depleted how much more can we go out without you X

🕯 Erin Ball lit a candle It seems that i am taking on your drinking habits...not too sure how i feel about that but its on you...xxx Thinking of you and missing you always xxxx

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle I miss you so much xxxxx loving you always my angel xxx

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle So so hard without you baby missing you like crazy my heart aches so badly xxxx

🌷 Karl Draper gave a flower There are no words to describe how I feel right now xxx Love you xx

🌷 Anita draper gave a flower I love and miss so incredibly much xxx

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle What I wouldn't give to just hold you right now to kiss you talk with you laugh with you to see your beautiful smiling face instead of looking at photos xxxx

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle Maximus walked home through the woods found a beautiful black and white feather he's put it in your garden we miss you beyond words Christopher xxxxx

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle You are my inspiration baby starting today your going to give me the strength to train for a 35 mile 12 hour walk in your honour I can do this for you Christopher with Liam right by my side and pops xx

🕯 Sue Freakes lit a candle I'm so proud of mom and Liam right now out of the blue mom asked pop's if he'd do a walk with her and Liam in your honour of course he said yes straight away, they were going to walk round London but Liam couldn't get time of so it's now going to be from market Drayton to Chester ,a long 35mile walk over 12hrs but Chris...more

🌷 Sue Freakes gave a flower I love and miss you so much Christopher, your smilling face lite up the room when you walked into it, maximoose is so much like you he had a great role model in you it's so good you were there for the first four years of his life he will remember all the things you did together and the things you taught him, a very b...more

🕯 Karl Draper lit a candle :( xxxx

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle Missing you so much :( :( xxxxx i love you

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle Sat at your bench today :( :( breaking my heart at what was what will never be why baby why a question I'll forever ask why xxxx

🕯 Karl Draper lit a candle Christopher the moment you passed the darkness fell and every now and then there is a break in the clouds and light shines through but these are very few occasions, I really miss you buddy and I can still hear your voice :((

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle Please can I wake up from this nightmare now I want you home :(:(:(:(:( I miss you so much xxx

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle Oh Christopher I can't take this pain no more its soul destroying I so want you home give me a sign I'm struggling here without you :(:(:(:?

🕯 Erin Ball lit a candle Miss you xxxx

🕯 Karl Draper lit a candle Christopher there are days when I could just throw the towel in because although on the face of it I would appear to be coping with the 'new' normal I am actually struggling but what keeps me going is having thoughts of you in my head albeit many are horrific but also I have many fond memories which I cherish, love you b...more

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle Broken Woman: I long for the pain to subside These falling tears, I can not hide Waves of emotion continue to pull me down My smiles vanished, I now wear a permanent frown I've lost direction and purpose in my life I'm an unhappy mother, a lost wife The pain and hurt are so great As I walk in limbo, in a void state Go...more

🌷 Karl Draper gave a flower xxxxxx

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle 6 months I don't even know how that time has passed without you it's been the worst time of my life everyday it becomes harder without you You would have loved yesterday so many filling the sky with balloons filled with love for you it was amazing you have beautiful friends and they all miss you so much xxx I love you...more

🌷 Anita draper gave a flower I love you I miss you :(:(:(:(

🕯 Karl Draper lit a candle Christopher waking up every morning and dealing with the day ahead is actually getting harder and the new normal that everyone raves about is shit!!! miss you and love you, see you soon xxx

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle I love you I miss you it's to hard without you Christopher it's heart wrenching every second of every day xx Thankyou for the signs keep letting us know your near it brings me comfort even if I can't see you touch you feel you my heart is shattered beyond repair xxx

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle Forever in my heart always on my mind xxx I love you xxx

🕯 Karl Draper lit a candle Every day I hope for a sign of guidance to steer me in the right direction for the future. I will keep looking love you buddy xxxxx

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle I love you I miss you with every breath I take :(:(:(

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle I miss you I love you this is so hard :;:( :( xxxx

🕯 Gemma Hughes lit a candle You're in my thoughts everyday, I miss you everyday xxxxx

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle Sobbing my heart out the pain is horrendous I miss you beyond words I can't take this. This isn't how it was meant to be :( :(:(:(

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle I love you so much bubba miss you loads but keep giving us signs they mean so much to know your still right by our sides xxxx

🌷 Sue Freakes gave a flower This is going to sound so weird Chris but I'm sure you was with me and ade on Sunday when we went to the garden centre, it was a spur of the moment thing to go, as ade as walking around he suddenly said penguin I said "where" He said nowhere I just thought of them so I replied would be nice to get one for Christopher...more

🌷 Sue Freakes gave a flower Into a garden ornament place, ade was looking round and shouted "sue look" in his hand he had a penguin, he said we've got to get it he was just about to pay when something caught his eye it was some football plaques and right on top was newcastle united one, so we had to get that to we told mom who said you was deffo ...more

🌷 Anita draper gave a flower To my beautiful angel I love you with every breath I take I miss you with every beat of my aching heart :(:(:(

🕯 Karl Draper lit a candle Time does not feel like a great healer and some days it feels you are just out and about and then you get a sudden rush of overwhelming emotion and it's horrific. Miss you so much buddy, see you soon love Daddio xxxxxx

🕯 Adel Erdelyi lit a candle Rest in peace buddy. Your mom talks about you every day. Everyone still remembers you. Adele

🕯 Maria Jones lit a candle I wish you were here but you're not. You're there. And there doesn't know how LUCKY it is! Hug my Mum & Sister for me Christopher.......Missing you so very very much. Aunt Maria XXXXX

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle You are the sun rays that warm my face the breeze in my hair the love it my heart you are and always will be my everything missing you my angel bubba I love you xxxxxxx

🕯 Sue Freakes lit a candle ive nearly finished painting your plaque darling so mom and dad and maximus and liam can place it in your garden along with your penguin which moms calling bubba after you.it was so weird that day that we just happened to go into that place and find your penguin but your plaque to which was on top of a load of arsenal ...more

🕯 Brianna Wagner lit a candle Big (((hugs))) Hope you are having a blast with my Pumpkin up there

🕯 Erin Ball lit a candle Miss you :'( xx

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle Where ever I go what ever I do I'm always thinking of you forever in my heart I love you I miss you xxxx

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle Missing you bubba loving you always XXXX

🕯 Karl Draper lit a candle Christopher I cannot seem to stick to any plans I just cannot be bothered and I don't know how to move forward and change things just completely broken, could really do with a sign to show me the way. Love and miss you buddy xxxxxxxxxx

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle So wish you were here :(:(:(:(:(:( missing you baby so very much but loving you more xxxx

🕯 Erin Ball lit a candle On the 7 month anniversary of you being gone, myself and liam were sat having a drink in spoons completely minding our own buisness. We'd been in there for nearly two hours, when something urged Liam to look over in the direction of a gentleman standing at the bar. He told me to look over and there stood a man with a Tshi...more

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle I love you I miss you I struggle without you this hurts like nothing I've ever felt :(:(:(:(

🕯 Erin Ball lit a candle :'( :'( :'(

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle ❤️I love you xxxx

🕯 Karl Draper lit a candle Miss you buddy, whilst I am here at work your photo stares at me all day :((( xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle ❤️

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle Learning to live with a broken heart is horrendous losing my son is horrendous inside I'm screaming in agony my heart shattered my stomach in constant knots my thoughts always of you I feel so dead but outside I have to go on to still function as a mother wife to still face the world wearing a mask that I'm ok when in...more

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle I love you ❤️ I miss you

🌷 Karl Draper gave a flower Really hurting today buddy. Love you xxxx

🕯 Karl Draper lit a candle Another day in paradise!!!! not!!! you would be so in awe of Maximus he is such a character and I see so much of you in him as do us all, you imprinted well on him. Until we meet again. Love Daddyo xxxx

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle Missing you so much it's crippling :(:(:(:( loving you do very much xx

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle I love you bubba missing you so much xxxxx

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle Life is so tragically different and wrong without you my heart will never beat quite the same again without you :( loving you baby so very much missing you :(:(:(:( xxxx

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle I ❤️you xxxxx

🌷 Anita draper gave a flower Took some beautiful flowers to your bench today the general public are enjoying it xxxx I hope you too can enjoy it as much, I know you'd be so proud to have a bench and tree in your honour especially at your favourite place xxxxx missing you so much loving you forever xxx

🕯 Karl Draper lit a candle Still does not seem real that i writing on a remembered forever page for my son :((

🌷 Maria Jones gave a flower Today I looked up to the sky.....and I realised just how beautiful it was...why, because YOU my Nephew are up their with my Mum & my Sister....3 Beautiful Angels....together...I sure do miss you Christopher, XXXX

🌷 Karl Draper gave a flower xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

🕯 Anita draper lit a candle Missing you bubba so very very much :(:(:( xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

🕯 Karl Draper lit a candle Hello Bubba, radio cam eon again late last night, is that you keeping me company. XXXXXX