CHEN Jia Hao

We didn't understand what's God's plan on you. You have made miraculous coming back from three hours CPR and you fought back from failure of heart, kidney, lung, liver, etc. You are so brave and you inspired both your mother and me.

Many friends asked me why I name you Eric, in "Three Billy Goat", the third little Billy Goat named "Eric". Eric is bravest, smart and lead the other two older Billy Goat cross the bridge first. That's what I want you to be like,so I named you "Eric"

As human being we often think negatively, we will think that the ugly troll may have taken away your life. But as Christian, I believe that you cross over the bridge and arrive at the green pasture on the other side of bridge

The only explanation is that you fight back hard for us to save our family in Christ and that maybe your mission on earth. For a long time, your mother has hard time to have her faith in God and now she leapfrog her faith because of you.

Good Bye, Eric, Rest in Heaven! Eric: When you took your last breath in daddy's arm yesterday morning, all Doctors and nurses in ICU wept for you as everybody love you so much during last 46 days. Mum and daddy are heartbroken. We didn't understand what's God's plan on you. You have made miraculous coming back from three hours CPR and you fo...more

May forever peace and happiness with you in Heaven! My beloved son! Nothing can describe my death experience of losing you. I won't hestitiate to go with you but I have to raise up Amand and Alan.

🕯 Li Zhen Xu lit a candle Dear Eric baby, be a happy angle no matter where you are. Love you.

🕯 Qiu Yan lit a candle Strong boy.love you in my memory.

Last time, your mother and I went to church, pastor preached us to "Let Go" and have God to do the work if we let go. Trust that you are in God's big hand in heaven now, we will have to get over our loss of you and find our peace and happiness again.

When you took your last breath in daddy's arm yesterday morning, all Doctors and nurses in KK ICU wept for you as everybody love you so much during last 46 days. Mum and daddy are heartbroken.

🕯 Singapore Casket lit a candle Rest in peace, Baby Eric.

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God's Lent Child God's Lent Child "I'll lend you for a little while A child of mine" God said - For you to love the while he lives and mourn for when he's dead. It may be six or seven years or forty two or three but will you, till I call him back, take care of him for me? He'll bring his charms to gladden you and, should his s...more

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"Now I saw a new heaven and a new earth, for the first heaven and the first earth had passed away.. . there shall be no more death, nor sorrow, nor crying. There shall be no more pain, for the former things have passed away." Revelation 21:1-4

A Place Call Heaven

Do not Stand at My Grave and Weep Do not stand at my grave and weep, I am not there, I do not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow. I am the diamond glint on snow. I am the sunlight on ripened grain. I am the gentle autumn rain. When you wake in the morning hush, I am the swift, uplifting rush Of quiet birds in circling flight. ...more

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Even though you were here with us for only a short time, you have impacted the lives of many. We will always remember you. One day, we will all meet again. "... as you have believed, so shall it be done for you..." Matt 8:13 Max & Anna

Baby Eric, you are a strong boy! You fought the good fight. I believe now you are in heaven with our Lord Jesus Christ. There is no more pain, and no more illness, but Only joy and peace! Eric, see you in heaven!

🕯 Tan Simon lit a candle May the Lord of peace himself give you peace at all times and in every way. The Lord be with all of you. (2 Thes 3:16)

Dear Chuanqi,zhe, Amanda and Alan, Our hearts broken hearing your loss. Please be strong and please know our deeply sympathy is with all of you.

🌷 Shuang Ao gave a flower Dear little Eric, may peace and joy with you.

🌷 June Seliger gave a flower May peace be with you!

Chen,Janet,Amanda,Alan, Our hearts break for you. We keep you in our prayers, for your comfort & healing. We pray for your dear, sweet Eric, too, & know that he is in the loving arms of God now. What a beautiful angel you have sent to heaven.

One Loving Act One Loving Act If I can stop one heart from breaking, I shall not live in vain; If I can ease one life the aching, Or cool one pain, Or help one fainting robin Unto his nest again, I shall not live in vain. -- Emily Dickinson

🕯 Vicky Chong lit a candle Now that you have reached the finishing line, leap across to God's open arms, and take a good rest, little one. God will take care of you and everything else. You will always be remembered by Aunty Vicky.

I'm so sorry for your heartbreak. Little Eric is with angels in heaven now. Hope you know that he will be well taken care of. I hope your family will each take time in their own way to grieve and remember Eric.

Too Soon This was a life that had hardly begun No time to find your place in the Sun No time to do all you could have done But we loved you enough for a lifetime No time to enjoy the world and it's wealth No time to take life down off the shelf No time to sing the songs of yourself Though you had enough love for a lifetime Those wh...more

🕯 June Seliger lit a candle May peace be with you!

🌷 Singapore Casket gave a flower Dear Baby Eric , rest peace!

"Then Jesus called a little child to Him, set him in the midst of them, and said, “Assuredly, I say to you, unless you are converted and become as little children, you will by no means enter the kingdom of heaven." Matthew 18:2-3

🕯 Vicky Chong lit a candle Dear little Eric, this is the first time I have seen you face and you were a beautiful, beautiful baby. You were so brave, not many of us would have been able to fight the battle like you did, and few would have lasted as long as you had.

🕯 Jianguo Huo lit a candle May you find your home in the heaven, while we will search for you forever through our memory.

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Lovely little angel. I knew the happiness you brought to your family and the world when you came. Months ago, I talked about you with your dad I confused you are third or fourth. He love you so much. Be happy in heaven with uncle's wish.

🕯 Jian Hu lit a candle 愿家浩在天堂里快乐。

🌷 Jian Hu gave a flower 我们的小天使

🕯 Jianguo Huo lit a candle Eric, you're a true Angel. Dad and mom just can not keep you here any longer no matter how hard they've tried. Nobody could keep you with us any longer no matter how badly we want to. You are belonging to this world. You belong to the Heaven.

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🕯 Jianguo Huo lit a candle Eric, you're a true Angel. Dad and mom just can not keep you here any longer no matter how hard they've tried. Nobody could keep you with us any longer no matter how badly we want to. You are belonging to this world. You belong to the Heaven.

不思量，自难忘。

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle It hurts so much that I cannot hold you inside my arm anymore. I couldn't see how much potential you will grow up to. Eric, I love and miss you!

I love you, just like my own brother... My dear Brother Eric, I know you are in somewhere safe and free from all sufferings. Never will i forget how strong u fought through this battle with so much bravery and strength. You have became one of my idol! Love ya, Clara Jie Jie

Little Angels Little Angels When God calls little children to dwell with Him above, We mortals sometime question the wisdom of His love. For no heartache compares with the death of one small child Who does so much to make our world, seem wonderful and mild Perhaps God tires of calling the aged to his fold, So He picks a rosebud, before it...more

Little Angels Little Angels When God calls little children to dwell with Him above, We mortals sometime question the wisdom of His love. For no heartache compares with the death of one small child Who does so much to make our world, seem wonderful and mild Perhaps God tires of calling the aged to his fold, So He picks a rosebud, before it...more

How are you doing in heaven?! Eric, when you are gone into heaven, my world is collapsed. I would have gone with you together but I have to raise up Amanda and Alan. I have to bear our separation in two different worlds until daddy's time is up. Without you, the home is not the same. I missed your sweet little face, two big eyes, two little cu...more

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Baby Eric, you brought so much joy to so many during your short stay with us on Earth. Please watch over your family, comfort them, keep the good memories alive. You are so precious, you are loved! Send love & hugs everyday from heaven!!

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"He makes me to lie down in green pastures; He leads me beside the still waters." Psalm 23:2 No longer will you feel any pains and earthly sufferings...

希望时间能很快治愈大家的心灵。

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Peace, no more pain and suffering It's always hard for the one who are still living to face the pain and lost but for Eric there's only peace and no longer pain and suffering. God always does wonder that touch someone heart and here His work through Eric touches us. Eric is at home with The Almighty now and will hear all our prayers. Eric, rest in ...more

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle Life is so miserable with you. Your gentle nature, smiling face, easy going, strong spirit as a fighter, and really bravery will be forever in our heart. Look after your mummy and your whole family from heaven!

🕯 Terri Haag lit a candle Chen, Janet and kids, I am so sorry for the loss of sweet baby Eric. May God's peace, grace and mercy be yours. "The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in Spirit" Ps 34:18

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🕯 Rebecca Gamino lit a candle R.I.P little angel

A million times A million times I needed you A million times I cried If love alone could have saved you You never would have died. In life I loved you dearly In death I love you still In my heart you hold a place That nobody could ever fill. It broke my heart to lose you But you didn't go alone For part of me went with you The day Go...more

For what it is worth, I thought I would pass this incredible testimony onto the rest of you... Read the rest of the article here: http://www.bible-knowledge.com/lost-loved-ones/

🕯 Max Ong lit a candle “He has made His wonderful works to be REMEMBERED …” Psalm 111:4 You are no longer in the past – but is now in the future.

🌷 Max Ong gave a flower “… but one thing I do, forgetting those things which are behind and reaching forward to those things which are ahead. I press toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.” (Philippians 3:13-14)

To Honor You, by Connie Byrd To Honor You, by Connie Byrd To honor you, I get up every day and take a breath. And start another day without you in it. To honor you, I laugh and love with those who knew your smile And the way your eyes twinkled with mischief and secret knowledge. To honor you, I take time to appreciate everyone I love, I...more

🌷 Chuanqi Chen gave a flower During your six months birthday yesterday, we went to Woodlands Waterfront at twilight, even though I was happy to have your mom, Amanda and Alan around. My deepest miss of you brought out my tears. My heart was still bleeding and it hurts so much...

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🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle Happy six months birthday, Eric! Mom and I went to Mandai Columbarium to pay you a visit. We know that you are in heaven, but that's the only place we know your remaining of physical presence on this earth. We loved and missed you so much!

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May god give enough strength to my friend Janet and all family members to cope with separation of little love Eric.. Eric, you got entry into the beautiful paradise in such a short time.. with tears,prayers and luv.. faizur.

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle Eric, losing you is the cruelest thing has ever happened to me, which forever changes our lives. I am still constantly missing you and my heart is bleeding knowing that we are separated in different worlds. Part of me are gone with you ...

Missing Eric (9/25/2012) Missing Eric (9/25/2012) Eric, I missed you so much and it hurts deeply. I have to come to work, but most of time try to stay alone other than meeting I have to attend. Life was so wonderful with you to give me the joy of being a proud father to see you grow everyday and feel your soft body cuddling tightly inside my...more

🌷 Max Ong gave a flower Chen & Janet, may the love of our Lord Jesus Christ heal your wounds and nurse your hurts. Your separation with Eric is not forever. One day, all of you shall come together again. There will be no more tears, no more pains...

🌷 Chuanqi Chen gave a flower My baby Eric, I am so lost without you! Can I know how are you doing in heaven? May God comforts you and let you know that both mom and daddy love and miss you every day no matter where you are.

Living with you as my angel Living with you as my angel Eric, last time I told you that I need learn to live without you. Now I know that's impossible. Any moment something can trigger my deepest thoughts of you: a big moon in the sky, blossoming flowers, gentle breeze on my cheek, a shooting star, etc. I will learn how to live with you as an...more

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle I love you! And I miss you badly!

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🌷 Chuanqi Chen gave a flower My beloved little angel!

Greetings to my baby Eric Eric you have suffered 46 days of pain and eventually had your last breath in my arms in KK hospital, where your mom and I spent our toughest of our time. Every time I tried to drive around to avoid Bukit Timah road of KK hospital where all our memory of your pains will be aroused and it will hurt us again deeply. Yeste...more

第一个中秋节 第一个中秋节 Eric, 明天本是你的第一个中秋节，我们全家一起欢聚的日子，心脆的是你已不在了，遍插茱萸少一个我的Baby Eric。 今天中午在去南洋艺术学院前，我躺在沙发上想小憩一下，却不料被瞬时对你的浓浓的思恋给袭倒，不禁泪流满面，内心里也流起血来，这种痛苦真是难以用文字描述。 晚上回到家，哥哥Alan骄傲的点亮他在南洋艺术学院作的艺术灯笼，灯笼上有一个他画的月饼，点亮的灯笼在墙上的投影就有一个大月饼，他把月饼移近你的在墙上的照片说"Eric吃月饼！＂。我们全家人以自己不同的方式爱着你和思恋着你。 Eric,天堂里也该有月饼吃吧？你会想念我们吗？! 真希望你像个小天使永远活在我们身边。 Daddy 9/28/2012

🌷 Chuanqi Chen gave a flower My deepest love for you, my son! I cried for you everyday when I am alone. And I hope you well in heaven.

My travel tomorrow Eric, I need fly to USA tomorrow and am very reluctant to do that. I don't want to leave behind me my family which was broken and need time to heal because the loss of you. Your mom and I made a memorial movie of you and watched together with Amanda and Alan last night. Alan cried and we all cried and hugged together and crie...more

You are my sunshine ... Eric, today I am flying from Singapore to Japan. Thousands meters high in the air, I deeply missed you and I asked "God, how high is heaven and am I closer to Eric now?". I am listening to this song which brought out my tears. That's the song played for you a lot during your last 46 days: "You are my sunshine my onl...more

Missing you in the Autumn of Minnesota Missing you in the Autumn of Minnesota Eric, I arrived at Minneapolis at noon. This is where Amanda and Alan were born in St. Louis Park suburb. It starts the fall season with gorgeous tree colors of golden and yellow, etc. It's our family's favorite season. We often head to north shore and Duluth at begi...more

Angel Love and Inner Peace Angel Love and Inner Peace Eric, I have been in the mode of depression and felt sleepwalking in the cloud most of the time. I tried to carry on myself normal and smile if the occasion need. But inside I have been bleeding and being hurt all the time. I know that this is not good for me being this fragile state. An...more

Shopping at Outlet mall Shopping at Outlet mall Eric, today I took two Singaporean colleagues to Minnesota Albertville outlet mall for shopping. The moment I got there I felt heartache. In May I came here I spent more than 20 hour shopping clothes for you from baby to Toddler. Later on, your mother gave them to a Doctor in KK hospital . I was up...more

🕯 Linda Hobson lit a candle Rest in peace little one.....watch over your loving family....xx

House for Eric, but where is Eric? House for you, but where is Eric? Eric, when you was born in this March, I was so happy and proud. I invest a property in south of Los Angles in California for you. Today I went to the design center and spent three hours to choose interior design for your house: wood floor vs. title vs. carpenter; window bli...more

🌷 Chuanqi Chen gave a flower I am in Japan and wait for my flight back to Singapore. I have just talked with your mum, Amanda an Alan. Eric, you would have made the home much more sweet. I couldn't help kiss you all over the place. Eric, I love you!

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle Dear Eric, I am flying back to Singapore very soon. I will need hurry back to support your mother as she is still quite fragile. We need support each other to go through this devastating time. Eric baby, we love you! May you rest sound and peaceful in heaven!

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle Love and miss you, my dear angel!

🌷 Chuanqi Chen gave a flower Eric, this early morning I woke up and spent two hours to open and setup all these gifts for Alan and Amanda. They are so joyful and happy to see these gifts. Eric, you could have more gifts than Alan and Amanda combined during this trip. I couldn't image how delightful you are even though you may still not know how to...more

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Thinking about you in Sentosa, my dear angel! Yesterday it's Sunday. After attending Church service, we drove to Sentosa Island. Amanda and Alan had a great time swimming in the ocean and playing on the beach. The last time I took Amanda and Alan there is the day before you got into ICU. My heart arched as it reminded all the pains you went thr...more

Don't fly away, baby Eric! Don't fly away, baby Eric! Eric, don't fly away, my baby, stick around us and protect your family here and feel our loving for you. I pray that you can be both in heaven and also around us with your spiritual presence. It's over one month and have you gotten used to your new wings, Eric! You must look beautiful with...more

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle Love you, my dear baobao! I miss you such cute baby! I still don't know why you are taken away from us as we all love you so much! I don't know much tears we had for you for the past one month. Alan told me "Daddy, you need be strong!". But Eric, I couldn't help but missing you so much till it hurts deeply ...

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle Miss you, Eric, at this regular time when I take you daily out for an evening walk. You always enjoy watching the flicking light fixture in the back yard garden and you like to gaze at all the windows of the condominium. And some time I will let you smell the fragrance of the flowers. Eric, I often feel that I need you ...more

🌷 Chuanqi Chen gave a flower Miss you and won't have any seconds without thinking about you. My dear Eric! Love you, Daddy! 10/17/2013

Eric, yesterday Amanda had fever and we had to seen doctor in KK hospital. Your mummy met several nurses from children ICU. All of them loved you so much and had been taking good care of you when you were in ICU. If loves can save your life, you would NOT have died. Eric, my beloved son, rest in peace and feel the loves from all of us!

Little Man! I love you to the moon and back! Little Man! I love you to the moon and back! Eric, you have beautiful eyes. And you are so curious to observe anything around you and you are always so excited to go out for a walk so that you can see something new. You like the flower, flicking light in the garden and you often hold tight a couple o...more

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The journey of mourn and sorrow and my endless love for you Eric The journey of mourn and sorrow and my endless love for you Eric Eric, it has been 39 days since I held your warm body for your last breath. Mom and I had a really tough time to lead our lives without you. Our family were so happy, peaceful and full of joys. But our world was colla...more

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle Eric: Your mom and I bought 9 roses, one sun flower for you in our memorial corner. Nothing can change our love for you. Rest in Peace, Eric! Love you, Daddy

Father in Heaven, I lift up Chen and his family to You today. Clothe each and everyone of them with Your Love. Let that Perfect Love cast out all pains, all sadness, and all painful memories. Surround them with Your Goodness and Mercy. Protect them from all harms and evils, and empower them to walk in Your Ways. In Jesus Name, Amen. "Peace I le...more

Be a fighter! Be a fighter! Eric, for my life I have been known as a brave fighter. You are just like me and you are so brave and always works hard. You always learn to master your motor skills, sharpen your hearing and observation skills, and you are always sensitive to light, sounds, colors, etc. When you just learn how to babble, you will do ...more

🌷 Chuanqi Chen gave a flower Happy 7 months Birthday, baby Eric!

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle Eric, your sister Amanda attended a swimming competition last Saturday in Kuala Lumpur of Malaysia. We all went there to cheer for her. She had a bad flu several days before the swimming but tried her best and won a second place for team relay. We also had some fun in Sunway water park, time square indoor theme park and...more

挪威的森林 挪威的森林 在马来西亚回新加坡的路上一口气读了＂挪威的森林＂，一路感慨万分。渡边认为＂死是生的一部分＂当时似乎给我些慰籍，但现在想起那是形而上学的，我需要的是对我的宝宝的实实在在的拥抱，轻吻和呵护。死也许是对于逝者是一种解脱，但对于活着的是一种难以忍受的永久性的创伤。 我也同意＂不要可怜自己＂，生命还得继续，我们还得以自己的方式和进度走出这无边脆心的黑暗，好好的活着！

🌷 Chuanqi Chen gave a flower Love you, Eric! Daddy

🌷 Max Ong gave a flower "For I am persuaded that neither death nor life, nor angels nor principalities nor powers, nor things present nor things to come, nor height nor depth, nor any other created thing, shall be able to separate us from the love of God which is in Christ Jesus our Lord." - Romans 8:38-39 NKJV

Book "Mick Harte Was Here" by Barbara Park Eric, on the way from Singapore to KL last Wednesday, I read the book "Mick Harte Was Here". Amanda's school counselor recommended this book to her, both her and your mom read it. It's a great book and I cried through the book. We are going through the same grief journey of losing you as they loses Mick Ha...more

萤火虫 Eric, here are a beautiful poem I shared with your mom. Your mom and I loved each other. You, Amanda and Alan are the beautiful creations and witnesses of our love together. You, as the latest child, add a lot more into our love. We love each other and we love you even more. 萤火虫 罗尔夫·雅各布森（挪威） 那是有萤火虫的傍晚 我们等着公共汽车去维莱特里 我们看见两个老人在 悬铃木下面接吻...more

🌷 Chuanqi Chen gave a flower Love you, Eric! Amanda and I talked about you last night. She is writing one essay about death and the other essay about family. As a family, we are dealing with the painful journey of your death together. That's make our family stronger and shows the value of family. Eric, we just want you know that you are still part...more

🕯 Linda Hobson lit a candle I hope that you're having fun little one,playing amongst the stars in heaven..shine brightly for your mummy and daddy.they love you so much.xx

🌷 Chuanqi Chen gave a flower I am missing you, Eric, during this time when I used to take you out for a beautiful evening walk! Eric, I missed you so much! Daddy!

🌷 Chuanqi Chen gave a flower My cute baby Eric! I am missing you!

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle Hi, Eric, mummy and I just play tennis. In this precious moment, we should have spent my happy time with you, taking a bath for you, speaking to you, feeding you, have a walk with you, etc. God, we miss Eric!!! My feeling is numb, bitter and I want to dig a hole in the sky. But instead, I can only bear my everlastin...more

🌷 Chuanqi Chen gave a flower Eric, during this lunch break I had my moment of emotional breakdown. I missed you so much and really wish that I can fly away with you ... Daddy, 11/9/2012

🌷 Chuanqi Chen gave a flower Eric, it's Friday again. I wish time can reverse back to the last happiest Friday of July 27, 2012 when you went to your 4 months check-up. I am loading your smiling picture I took on that day in Singapore Botanic Garden. Baby, I loved you and I always want to go back to that day. Daddy, 11/9/2012

Visiting you Visiting you Eric, on the way home I decided to take a stop at Mandai to check if your picture is alright after it's added yesterday. I know that you are not there as you are in the heaven but that's the only place with your ash, your last physical presence on this world. I stayed there for five minutes mourning for you and drov...more

Backyard Garden Backyard Garden Eric, this morning after workout in the Gym, without paying attention I walked into the backyard garden where I have been avoiding. Last time I walked with you resting in my shoulder was July 28 when your fight again virus started. There are so many precious memories we had there. Your mummy and I walked ther...more

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle Eric, I love you. We still keep your crib, your playground, your blankets, your clothes, your bottles, the rocking jumper and many these new toys you have yet to play. I still want to hold on to something of you. Several days ago, my iphone was somehow reset itself and I recover to June. I will be really happy if we ca...more

🌷 Chuanqi Chen gave a flower Love you, Eric!

🕯 Linda Hobson lit a candle Shine brightly little one :0)

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle Eric, HappyThanksgiving! We used to cook a big Turkey with Amanda and Alan. It could have been your first Thanksgiving! And Christmas is coming and you would have been crawling around the house. In this special evening of Thanksgiving, I would give my thanks to God for us have a such a cute and beautiful boy of you. Ev...more

🕯 Linda Hobson lit a candle Little Christmas star..:0)

🌷 Chuanqi Chen gave a flower It's Thanksgiving holiday. Amanda and Alan have school day off.We watched a movie tonight "Rise of the Guardians". Jack Frost died saving his sister, and was changed into a winter spirit by the Man in the Moon. At the end, hewas inducted as guardian. His heart is to bring fun to kids. Eric, what are you now and how are...more

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🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle Miss you, my little boy! Daddy

In the Memory of Eric In the Memory of Eric 03/23/2012 -- 09/12/2012) Hello and Good Bye to Eric Jiahao Chen 2012 was the best year and worst year for our family. We were on a roller coaster ride up to the heaven and down to the hell while you were born and then taken away from us. We still wish that it didn’t happen, but we will never regr...more

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle My dear baby, I am really missed you. In Alan's classmate's birthday, Mummy and I saw the nine months baby who is just one month old than you. His mummy was pregnant about the same time as your mummy. It's such a torture to face the cruel reality that we are deprived of the opportunity of raising you up.

2012 Standard Charted Marathon 2012 Standard Charted Marathon Eric, yesterday our family all went to attend the Standard Charted Marathon 2012. Amanda and Alan ran for kids Dash, mummy ran 10k and I ran for 42k full marathon. I have started seriously on marathons and ran 5 times a week since mummy conceived you last summer. I have had very ...more

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle Eric, I am weeping for you ... Daddy! 12/7/2012

🕯 Jackie Mok lit a candle Eric is in a wonderful and warm place where he is always happy and looked after by angels.

Amanda's Essay Amanda's Essay Eric: Amanda wrote a long essay about her experiences on your death. I read and it brought out my tears. Amanda is old enough to get deeply hurt and she had a lot of questions as we did about life and God and she went through the same journey of bereavement. We are still in deep sorrow and agony. No words can ...more

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle "Be Strong, daddy!", I can image that you are whispering to me when alone during lunch break. I was spiritually weak last weekend. I took Amanda and Alan last night to play basketball and soccer. I was thinking of you when we shoot hoop. Because you are a tall baby and will grow into a tall and strong man, you will be a...more

🌷 Chuanqi Chen gave a flower Eric: Mummy cried for you last night. We all felt sorry that you such a healthy and innocent baby suffered too much from the virus. I tried to forget all these dark 45 days in ICU and only kept the sweet memories of your first 4 months. But the fact that you are not here anymore, that's just the biggest devastating thi...more

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle May God bless you in heaven! May God restores our peace and bless us for the rest of our lives! It's easy to give up while it takes guts to live strong . Eric, we will try to live through this burden of sorrow with God's blessings.

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle Eric, yesterday I read a article from a friend in Minnesota: a professor fill up the jar with big rock, then small pebble, then sands and last with a bottle of beer. You won't be able to do that if the other way around. Rock is like family, friends and health. Pebble is like job career etc. The sand is just other stuff....more

🌷 Chuanqi Chen gave a flower Eric: mummy sent out a lot of Christmas letter out as usual. This year is special memorial for you. We have planned to have annual update of you for a long time, your first walk, day care, school, graduation, college, marriage, etc. But your life on this earth has folded prematurely. Every time I think about this, my h...more

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle Eric, I had a sweet dream last night. I am surprised but happily holding you so dearly. For somehow I may realize I was in a dream and I tried to keep that dream going as long as I can. Eric, welcome into my dream any time. I was so happy in the dream and I hope that I can stay there forever. Love you, Daddy

🌷 Chuanqi Chen gave a flower Eric, yesterday church had grand opening in Star performance theater and also we had the Christmas celebration. When we sang "Silent Night", both your mummy and I cried for you. We missed you, honey! Merry Christmas! Daddy 12/24/2012

🕯 Linda Hobson lit a candle

🌷 Chuanqi Chen gave a flower Happy New Year, Eric!

🌷 Linda Hobson gave a flower A daffodil for you baby Eric.it grows around the walls of the city where I come from.york in England.they always make me happy when they were in bloom.i hope that you are happy in heaven :0)

🌷 Jackie Mok gave a flower You are gorgeous, baby Eric. Hope you are having lots of fun with all the other angels in heaven.

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle Eric, yesterday in Church your mummy cried again and I knew that she was missing you. Pastor Prince talked about the 2013 theme of our church is "the Keys of David". We want to build our church like Philadelphia. We pray that as blessed church we will all get healthy and blessings in 2013 and God will open the womb of ...more

🌷 Chuanqi Chen gave a flower Watched NBC news every night and there are serious flu going on in US and the world. There are 26+ people died of influenza just in Minnesota where both Amanda and Alan were born. Every time watching news on this, it hurt us as the same influenza destroyed your heart and health so rapidly out of nowhere. Your mummy and...more

🌷 Linda Hobson gave a flower Hello baby Eric.xx

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle Missing you Eric! It's over four months since you passed away. We are still crying over you and seeking the possibility of our life going back to a "new" normal. We were happy and peaceful with you . Even little, you fill our life with joys and without the house fill so empty as we are looking for you where you s...more

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle Every time, I missed you alone and I cried. Today on the way driving to work, I passed Mandai road and I missed you dearly and tears poured down. Some day, my tears may dry up, but my love for you will be forever. The hurt in my heart feels so fresh and left a permanent scar. Every time, when I feel blue, the scar will ...more

🕯 Jackie Mok lit a candle Dear baby Eric,I love looking at your photos-your smile, your yawn and your hands in your mouth-I think you are just so adorable! You are lucky to be in heaven-no suffering and always having fun.Spare a thought for your mum & dad and let them have some sweet dreams of you.

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle Eric, it will be Chinese New Year in one week. It will be your first Chinese New Year and we really wish that you can celebrate with us together. Your mummy will buy you a cute Chinese traditional outfit. I couldn't image how happy we could have been with you little cute baby. Eric, I am a really proud father with y...more

🌷 Chuanqi Chen gave a flower I still refuse to put away your little bed crib and your swing bed. And I still like to sit in the big soft couch near your crib and swing bed, especially at the weekend. How much I missed you?! You cheerfully looked around off your playground pad on the big sofa; you cutely took afternoon nap in the swing bed; and you...more

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle You have a beautiful eye and I can see the intelligence from your eyes. I was envisioning a very smart, ambitious, and brave young man you will grow up. I couldn't image how much potential you will achieve and we know that we will have a lot of fun with you. I cherish every seconds of time with you and I even didn't wan...more

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle Eric, one year ago, we was so exciting to expect you. Your one year birthday is coming soon on March 23. I wish you are here, I wish we can celebrate your birthday, I wish I can hold you everyday ...

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle Happy Chinese New Year!

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle Eric, it's second day of Chinese New Year! After running on the treadmill, I am sitting here near the waterfall of swimming pool, it's one of favorite spots you enjoy during our daily walk. I missed you dearly. Last night I held my friend's 1.5 years old boy, he hold me so tightly and happily babble and surprisely read...more

🕯 Linda Hobson lit a candle Some people come into our lives, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never the same. Baby Eric please visit your parents.they miss you so much.please give them the strength to go on.xx

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle Eric, it has been 5 months since you have left us. Your mummy has never been able to sleep well in the evening. So many sweet memories with the 9 months pregnancy and first 4 months and so much struggles and pains with your last 45 days, it's been such a burden for your mummy to handle. All of your family members have o...more

🌷 Chuanqi Chen gave a flower I love and miss you, Eric!

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle Eric, I have been traveling in US for the last two weeks. The property your mummy and I invested for you is complete. We plan to rent out and will have enough money for you to go to University when you grow up. It hurts when I walked around that beautiful house and imaged you grow up and lived in that house. Yesterday i...more

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle Very soon it'll be your one year old birthday.

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle In this Sunday afternoon, I missed you so much. I heard kids playing in the swimming pool. Singapore is summer all year around, but slightly cooler with more rains. We could have you a great walk in this sunny and warm afternoon and hit all spots you like around corner and it's time to have adventure. We thought we had ...more

🌷 Linda Hobson gave a flower When you lose someone you love, you gain an angel you know

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle A lot of time I just felt so bad how can we lost a precious baby of you and how life can made such a dramatic bad turn. People said: "Sometimes God lets you hit rock bottom so that you will discover that he is the rock at the bottom!". Isn't that selfish or cruel to let us suffer such enormous pains? God, I am not s...more

🕯 Jackie Mok lit a candle Thinking of you today.

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle One year birthday Yesterday it's your one year old birthday. The same day last year it's the happiest moment of our family. We were all in Gleneagles hospital and saw you for the first time. We were happy to see you healthy and strong, loud cry declared your birth on this earth. One year later now you should have...more

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle 清明节的思念 今天是清明节，我想念你，ERIC！你和大伯父在一起吗？他一定很喜欢你，生前他总是以你二伯父和我骄傲，我想他一定会非常爱你的，就象爸爸疼你一样！ 人生无常，让你伯父和你都早早与我们这个大家庭早早的分开于阴阳两界。昨夜梦见到你好高兴，醒来后是无边的痛心。 痛心之余我无可奈何，只有怀着这份苦涩的思念继续生活下去，就象当年失去你大伯父一样。但愿你和大伯父在天堂开心！ 父亲 4／4／2014

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle I missed you, Eric! Rest in Peace in heaven.

🕯 Li Zhen Xu lit a candle Baby Eric, thinking of you again recently because it was your birthday last month. Wish you rest in peacein the heaven.

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🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle Eric, your brother Alan has been dreaming about your recently. He said that you are with God. He told us that he missed you and he wanted to play with you. We know that you would have given a lot of joys every day if you are still here. I couldn't help but thinking of you every second and I will grieve in my heart. Eric...more

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle My sweetest angel, I missed you. Life is so cruel!

🌷 Linda Hobson gave a flower

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle Eric, I visit you today at the memorial place. But I know that you are not here. You are an angel in heaven. May God bring you great comfort and bring your family with peace. There are no single day that I didn't miss you. Love, Daddy

🌷 Chuanqi Chen gave a flower Miss you and love you!

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle Eric, your brother Alan has fever for over two days. I am so scared and stay at home to monitor to make sure he is OK. I missed you very much!

🌷 Linda Hobson gave a flower

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle Eric, I am traveling alone for work in Spokane, Washington of America. I woke up early at 3am and had just talked over your brother, sister and mummy. I missed you too but I don't know how I can reach you. Every time I thought about why you were taken away from us and I will go crazy. I never make sense to me.

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🌷 Singapore Casket gave a flower In Memory Of ERIC CHEN JIA HAO

In Memory Of ERIC CHEN JIA HAO

🕯 Singapore Casket lit a candle In Memory Of ERIC CHEN JIA HAO

🕯 Linda Hobson lit a candle Baby Eric its been a whole year since you left your family for heaven,you're loved so very much and missed.i think of you often.i think you will be happy and playful in heaven xx

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle miss you, baby!

🌷 Chuanqi Chen gave a flower There are no single day that I don't think of you. Today on the way to work, I listened to the song "Tears in Heaven". I couldn't help crying. Eric, someday I will join you in heaven, would you hold my hands? As you always, you grab my fingers so strong. Your sister Amanda wrote a book about Angel Academy and she is in...more

🕯 Linda Hobson lit a candle

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle Eric, I loved you baby! I am sorry for you taking so much pains during your last 45 days at hospital. I often felt depressed as father that I cannot spend my life with you to have a lot of great time together. Eric, may God give me strengths to lead the family out of the shadows.

🕯 Jackie Mok lit a candle God's selection of little angels-the cutest and most adorable-first.

🌷 Linda Hobson gave a flower

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle Eric, Christmas comes and goes, New year comes and goes, Chinese New year is coming. You will be two years old soon. You would have brought a lot of joys and happiness to your family. Eric, we wish you are a happy angel in heaven.

🌷 Linda Hobson gave a flower Thinking of your family baby Eric.hoping that they are all feeling your live from heaven sxx

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle Eric, your family have just spent 10 days in Gold Coast and Sydney for your sister and brother's school spring break. We had a great time but I missed you dearly. We met your mother's coworker who moved to Sydney and he has a daughter one month younger than you. I played with that girl on the beautiful beach of manly is...more

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle Eric, a college schoolmate wrote me this message from a book she read by a doctor who lost his battle with cancer after 19 years of first diagnosis. He finished this book just two months before his death: "I know that my grandparents and my father continue to live in me. It's a well-known psychological truth: When we lo...more

🌷 Chuanqi Chen gave a flower Love you Eric!

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle Eric, we are looking forward to moving back to the states, more likely to Austin of Texas. The five years in Singapore, we have experienced a lot. Life will be even better if you are still with us. You will be over two years old and will give us joys and laughing every moment now. You will be always in our heart, Eric. ...more

Hey bro, the message I wrote wouldn't fit on the Candle post so I'm writing one here. Well, where do I begin? I can bet that this post will be insanely pessimistic and much too brutally honest, but that's just how I am, yeah? First off, I am royally pissed off, and inanely bitter. Maybe I guilt myself, maybe I've become really controlling, but I kn...more

So...you're dead. Hey bro, So, it took me a while to find a place where I could write freely without being interrupted with a word count, but I did it. Where should we start? First off, why don't we just recognize the elephant that currently sports a large fedora and neon pink tutu, on stilts, juggling, yeah? So, you're dead. There. ...more

🌷 Amanda Chen gave a flower Perfectly imperfect. That's what my life is right now.

🕯 Amanda Chen lit a candle Hey bro, as dad said, we're moving to the States, and we're bringing us with you because you're with us no matter what. Family stick together, yeah? I don't wanna say some - excuse my french - shit about you being in our hearts, but, seriously, you're that omnipresent being in my mind that won't leave me alone. I've come...more

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle Miss you, baby!

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle Eric, we are moving to Austin. There are a lot of things going on this summer due to the move. And we pray that everything goes smoothly.

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle Baby, your mother is going to back to the states first. You are our forever memories lost in Singapore. Two years later, the agony of loss still hurt so much. And there is NOT any day that I won't miss you. Love you! -Daddy

🌷 Chuanqi Chen gave a flower Eric, your mother is in Texas now. We hope that our transition back to the states goes well. The hardest part to leave Singapore is that Singapore is the reason why we had you and it's the same pains we lost you. So, I was trying to stay in Singapore as long as we could so that I keep all the wonderful memories alive h...more

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle Eric, I am in Texas now to help your mother to setup everything. We are happy to have a very peaceful house here. Last night there were four deer in our backyard. And this morning, a bird took bath in our water fountain. Our friend, Danny Li, helped us purchase the house. He has three children, the youngest one is about...more

Hey bro. Me again. Told ya I'd see you again, yeah? Yeah, so we're moving to Texas, and I'm scared witless. I mean, I am kinda a TCK, and the people in Texas have probably known eachother since kindergarten. Still can't believe how ready the family is to leave the place you last were. But, anyways, I just really wanted to say thanks because you're ...more

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle Eric, Daddy found a job I like in Austin, it's 20 minutes driving from our new house. I am so happy and I will have more time to take care of your sister and brother since I don't need travel any more. With the loss of you, I have developed the fear and I will give up anything to make sure your sister Amanda and brother...more

🌷 Chuanqi Chen gave a flower Sometime I just want to hug you as I hug Amanda and Alan even though they are shy of hug as they are old now. You were so young and have no says on my hug. I used to hug you really tight and we stare together at the glaring light of the Rosewood tall building, we smell fragrance of flower, we listen to the sound of wat...more

🕯 Linda Hobson lit a candle Baby Eric I often think of you.you are the same age as my grandson...you died the same week as my mum did...I suppose now you don't want to be baby Eric but big boy.just like my grandson.your family loves you so very very much.i cry when I read what has been written by your loving family.i too ask the questions why ? Wh...more

🌷 Singapore Casket gave a flower In Memory Of Eric Chen Jia Hao (陈家浩)

🕯 Singapore Casket lit a candle In Memory Of Eric Chen Jia Hao (陈家浩)

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle Eric, it has been two years since that heart broken day. This has been the permanent scar and I tried to seal this scar deep inside. But you are such a pretty and cute baby and I will not be able to forget any single details of my memories of you. Some part of me died with you, but you are forever in my life. Every time...more

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle Eric: we have been busy settling down in Austin. Now, finally I can take a breath. Both Amanda and Alan are doing very well in school. There are not a single day that I didn't think of you. I was imaging how tall you will be. Yesterday when Alan was swimming in the Nitro swimming team, I was dreaming that it's time for ...more

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle Miss you baby!

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle Eric: Happy Birthday! This supposes to be one of the best day ever. But we have to mourn over the loss of you every year at this day. No matter where you are, your family are loving you forever. I pray that everybody (your mummy, Amanda and Alan) can enjoy their everyday safe and sound. Your sister Amanda has a lot of s...more

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle Miss you, Eric!

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle "It's been a long day without you, my friend And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again We've come a long way from where we began Oh, I'll tell you all about it when I see you again When I see you again ... ", this popular song "See You Again" is on the radio all the time. Every time I will think of you. ...more

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle My beloved son. There are no single day that I don't think of you. You are always in my heart. I wish that I can see you growing up and you can take care of me when I get older. Nothing can hurt more than my loss of you. After three years, I learn to survive and understand the need to stay strong for our family. I pray ...more

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle Miss you, dear son Eric!

🌷 Chuanqi Chen gave a flower xoxoxoxoxoxo

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle 想念你!

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🌷 Chuanqi Chen gave a flower Happy birthday, my beloved boy!

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle I dreamed a little dream, Once upon a time. I dreamed we'd be together one day, Sweet little baby of mine. Sadly that dream was not meant to be, And it's very difficult to know, That now you won't be coming to me. You weren't strong enough to thrive and grow, But I know that you're in heaven now And that's a very goo...more

🕯 Singapore Casket lit a candle REST IN PEACE

🕯 Linda Hobson lit a candle Baby Eric,I often think of you.you went to heaven the same year as my mum..for you far too early.my grandson was born the same year as you.i see him grow and I think,of you.even though I don't know you ,you have touched my heart.you were such a beautiful baby..I send love and healing to your family.

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle Eric: it will be your birthday soon. I miss you so much. I wish I could teach you swimming, playing basketballs and play go game, etc.

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle Love you, baby!

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle Love you, Eric!

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🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle Why it still hurts so much after five years?! Eric, you are always in my heart.

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🌷 Chuanqi Chen gave a flower

🌷 Chuanqi Chen gave a flower

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle Eric, your sister has done well with her SAT: 1550. She is so happy and I am happy too. She loves you so much and it hurt deeply. Our whole family still suffers the deepest pain and we wish you know how much we love you.

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle Happy Moon Festival, Eric! Love you, Daddy

🕯 Linda Hobson lit a candle Sending love and healing vibes to Eric's family.i think of him often as he was born the same year as my grandson.your little angel has touched many lives.rest in heavenly peace Eric

🕯 Chuanqi Chen lit a candle It has been a year since I last talked with you here. But I have been missing you and talked with you in my heart every single day. Your sister has gone to Dartmouth College, an Ivy League school she has been dreaming for and she is very happy there. She is still grieving and struggling some time, but hope that the wors...more