If Only You Could Of Stayed If Only You Could Of Stayed © Catherine Lamberton Constantly thinking,  never to be the same,  the tears fall quickly  just hearing your name.  Silence is golden  yet not anymore  silence brings thoughts  I just can't ignore.  The nights are sleepless,  dreams out of reach.  Crying in my pillow  to you I...more

🌷 Peter Teudt gave a flower 0 A new flower for you my Preshie, we've got our last day in Kathmandu today, it's been such a great experience but I'm ready to go home now, I only wish that I was coming home with you or to you. I miss you so much my beautiful one. Xxxooo

🌷 Peter Teudt gave a flower 0 First day home, I feel loved by everyone, especially our little ones, I missed them soooo much and wonder how they feel when I'm away and you're gone? They are amazing kids and you were the one to make them so! You were such an amazing mum, thank you

🌷 Peter Teudt gave a flower 0 I've had a bit of a clean up today, our room was just getting to cluttered! All your bits are still there just moved around, I'm sorry but I just needed to do a little bit. It sits in the back of mind where I wonder how you watch us, if you watch us?

🌷 Peter Teudt gave a flower Brits & I had a great day 2day on her school excursion, as usual we thought about u, she's such a beautiful little girl both inside & out. Lots going on at the moment, as usual I wonder what u think but I feel that you're ok with these things? Xxxooo

🌷 Peter Teudt gave a flower Oh Preshie, I'm in such a weird, strange and unfamiliar head space at the moment! With so much going on my head and heart are everywhere and I just want you back, here with me, I need you cuddles and your love so much, I miss you xxxooo

🌷 Peter Teudt gave a flower Preshie, this time 11yrs ago we were about to become parents for the first time, I remember the excitement, the waiting, the trip to hospital and I remember that feeling when we held our beautiful little baby boy and we saw what a miracle he was/is x

🌷 Peter Teudt gave a flower Our wonderful little 11yr old had a great day today, we thought of you too. He's had a great day, spoilt as usual, I'm so proud of him, I know you are too. He sais it was his best birthday ever, only 1thing missing...you! Xxxooo

🌷 Peter Teudt gave a flower Busy as usual my Preshie, 1 @ camp, 2 @ home. CNO 2nite which is alway fun...I wish u could have been part of it, it's something u'd love i think. Up 2 TL's party over the weekend which will b fun & interesting I'm sure....I know u'd party xxxooo

🌷 Charmaine Tilley gave a flower Peter a flower for you and your children. Angela gets them all I wanted you to have one. Losing someone so close is heartbreaking, by the sound of it though those beautiful children of yours are the best thing. Love to you all. From Nanny Char x x

🌷 Bel Mills gave a flower A flower for my special friend who could always brighten a dreary weekend... I miss you more and more and more and need you to walk back through my door..! xxxxxxx

🌷 Bel Mills gave a flower 8 months with a big empty hole in my life that nothing can fill the same way you did... miss and love you always xxxxx

🌷 Peter Teudt gave a flower 2moro we head off again, the kids & I want 2 see our country, we know u'll b with us, watching & guiding us just like u do every day. I feel ur guidance & ur love every day, I remember what we had & know how precious it was, it always will be xxxxooo

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🕯 Jill files lit a candle Happy Birthday wee pet. Love and miss youxxx

🌷 Bel Mills gave a flower Happy 42nd birthday gorgeous girl... xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

🕯 Peter Teudt lit a candle "hey Angela, this is your day...hap-py bir-rth-day...." I can always remember that song my Preshie, it made me laugh then & it does the same now. Your 1st birthday away from us but we will celebrate you, we all love and miss you everyday xxxooo

🕯 Tracey Donehue lit a candle Happy Birthday beautiful girl. Wish you were here Ang. Love and miss you always. xxxxx

🌷 Peter Teudt gave a flower Hey there beautiful Preshie, u've been busy with your rainbows, they seem 2 b everywhere @ the moment! I wonder if u r up to mischief?? Tripping people up & having a giggle?? Every thought I have of u makes me smile these days, I'll love u always xx

My Preshie, we didn't forget the 24th, just out of range with no service but we all talked about you, remembered you and loved you! It's been 9mths now and you still ache my heart ever day, I miss you and will love you always, i know u know that xxoo

My Preshie, I remember all the talks we had, the things we discussed, the blessings we made, the tears we shared & our love that will never die. Do u hear the talks I have with our little 1's, there were tears 2day, pls cum 2 them 2 show it's ok xxx

🕯 Peter Teudt lit a candle Xxxxxxxxx.......always kisses for you, always! Loving you always my beautiful Preshie, some don't think so but we know an we'll always know! My love for you will never ever falter, my heart is big enough!

Hi my beautiful Preshie, I prayed tonight that u could come 2 our little mans dreams & comfort him in the way that only u could ever do? I'm not succeeding in being both mum & dad, u should b here! I love & miss you always my beautiful wife, always x

My Preshie, I'm sorry I come up against some family, everyone just wants 2 do the right thing but unfortunately there is no "right thing", I find that regardless of what decision I make I rub someone the wrong way! U'll always be in my heart, always

🕯 Peter Teudt lit a candle Keep watching over our little ones Preshie, they love and miss you always as do I. Our hearts will always hold you close xxxxoooo

10 months my Preshie...I miss u as much today as ever! U live on in my heart, the hearts of our beautiful children & the hearts of ur beautiful family & friends always. We see rainbows & falling leaves everywhere, we know it's you? Our love always xx

🌷 Bel Mills gave a flower miss you sooooo much xxxxxxx

🌷 Peter Teudt gave a flower Time keeps slipping by Preshie, we've got a big week this week, family and friends and a big day on Saturday....are you happy with the way we're doing things? I'm not so sure now.....I'm always loving you xxxxxooooo

🌷 Peter Teudt gave a flower I know u know what 2moro brings 4 us, I pray ur @ peace my beautiful preshie & i hope with my whole heart that tomorrow is what u would b happy with? We miss u honey bunny, every day, the kids r beautiful because of you but they're often sad xxxooo

Please b @ peace beautiful girl, u deserve 2 b here with us but I know ur gone, it aches my heart every day & my heart is big so the ache is huge. The kids long 4 their mum & it's so hard 2 explain & comfort them, we miss you..we just miss you xxxoo

🌷 Jill files gave a flower Hi wee pet, we said goodbye again today. We laid flowers and cried and raised a glass. I will never stop missing you and loving youxxxxx

What a day Preshie, emotions can just swell up and engulf you , things are still raw and it hurts to be without you, I hope you were proud of our little ones and I hope you still feel my love, today was hard but so is every day without you. Always xx

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🌷 Peter Teudt gave a flower Loving you always xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

🌷 Peter Teudt gave a flower Happy Anniversery Preshie, I loved being with u 2day, I truly felt u around me & wondered if I heard ur steps?? I've been saving this tulip 4 today, I know how much u loved them & I can see u walking toward me holding them 13 year ago, so beautiful x

🕯 Peter Teudt lit a candle Love you mum mum and always will forever Love Taylor

11mths, I had 2 find ur certificate 2day & it bought me 2 my knees Preshie, I re-read ur words through tears that wouldn't stop, it's all spinning @ the moment & I just wish I still had u, I miss u more than ever, it was never ment 2 b this way xxxxx

🕯 Lorelle Longbottom lit a candle I just wanted to let you know that I think of you constantly and miss you so much everyday. Still can't believe your not with us how we want you to be so much. There is such an emptiness without you. I miss you and love you with all my heart xxxxxx

🌷 Bel Mills gave a flower The moon is beautiful tonight... missing you as always xxxxx

🌷 Peter Teudt gave a flower Almost 1yr Preshie, u'll never fade from my heart or my mind, love like ours will always be....it just will! You're alive in me, our kids, ur friends & family, u live through us sweetie, my heart breaks a little more everyday ur not here xxxxoooo

🌷 Sandra Kay gave a flower I would of given anything to ride together with our yellow flags flying high over the weekend...... Miss you & love you very much.

🌷 Peter Teudt gave a flower This flower is from our Britty, big 9 today and her 1st without you.. So many emotions but she's had a fun day, just one thing missing...I hope u see her Preshie, she's beautiful and joyful and reminds me of you all the time, u would be so proud of her (& our boys), we love and miss you more and more every day, loving u...more

🌷 Jill files gave a flower Hi pet, wee Brits looked happy and beautiful on her birthday, the only thing missing is u. Nothing is the same. I miss the old days when everything was normal. Miss u so much wee petxxxx

🌷 Jill files gave a flower Dear wee pet, its a year tomorrow and you were gone. I still cant believe it, still cant accept it. I miss u, I miss u, I miss u, I miss u. Love you alwaysxxxxxxx

🕯 Bel Mills lit a candle Thinking of you more than ever if that is ever possible... love and miss you with all the pieces of a broken heart... xxxxxx

How can I do anything but remember.....this night, 1 year ago was to be our last night together, I can still feel your hair as I stroked it, I can still feel your skin as I tickled it, I smell you, see you, hear you, miss you, love you....you were to young, to beautiful, had to much to live for, god I miss you! Loving you always my Preshie, always ...more

🌷 Peter Teudt gave a flower Who would have thought that this time last year there would be only 1 single hour of life left in your beautiful but frail body...this was the time that I knew I needed to be with you, to talk to you and tell you for the last times how much I loved you.....Preshie, I remember that evening like it was happening now, ever...more

🕯 Jenny Nuttall lit a candle Thinking of you and your beautiful family today. We know you are watching over them and giving them your strength. We love and miss you - always in our hearts. Aunty Jen & Uncle Rick

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I'm not sure how you rest in peace Preshie, I wonder what you make of everything that has happened over the past few days, weeks, months? It hard to be left on one side when a bridge is broken but that bridge will never be repaired, it's a mess at the bottom but unfortunately it's a mess that I'm walking away from, I know how much it would hurt you...more

🕯 Bel Mills lit a candle Bet you're proud of your Tails today as he made his speech... I was.. x I remember sneaking in to a practice with you when he had a main role in the school play all those years ago-I'll never forget the delight in your eyes and the pride in your heart. He is a champion and you helped make him that way xx

🕯 Peter Teudt lit a candle I couldn't be more proud of our big boy today, he spoke with confidence and humour and heart.....he knows that you are watching and he wants to make you proud also!! He's growing into the kind of person you would have wished for and your qualities shine in him....they shine in all three of our little ones! I see your smi...more

I pray Preshie that u saw our boy 2day, he is so proud & so am I but we know that there would b some cheers, laughter & pride up there 2! U can b @!ease with our little 1's, they have so many if ur wonderful qualities & they aspire 2 b like u! We've had so so many messages of congratulations & he is beaming, it'll b a great experience but u know wh...more

🌷 Peter Teudt gave a flower Preshie, are you an angel??? Do you visit some? JF says she saw you and felt your cuddle and you said you were an angel? Please visit our little ones, let them feel your love and see your face.....visit me too....we all love and miss you....always xxxxxooooo

🌷 Sandra Kay gave a flower Hi my beautiful friend......love you so much & miss you as always.....Xxxxxx

I pray that you are the guiding light that is showing our little ones the way? They are so wonderful, they've all received awards and accolades over the past week, all have bought tears to my eyes and a swelling to my heart! It feels like the world is proud of them but none more than you would be! We miss you every day Preshie and we'll always love...more

🌷 Peter Teudt gave a flower Our big boy shone his light today and all he wanted was to thank his mum for believing in him......you always did Preshie and I see it in spades! He is proud, he is confident and he is a kind loving boy as are our two other little ones, they hold their heads up and they love the people that they are becoming and I can't...more

🌷 Peter Teudt gave a flower Our big boy shone his light today and all he wanted was to thank his mum for believing in him......you always did Preshie and I see it in spades! He is proud, he is confident and he is a kind loving boy as are our two other little ones, they hold their heads up and they love the people that they are becoming and I can't...more

🌷 Bel Mills gave a flower xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo miss you xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

🌷 Emily Ball gave a flower Miss you so much Ang wish i could talk to you and tell you how my little Lexy is going..i show her a photo we have of you quite often and the other day she grabbed it and brought it to her mouth - she was giving Aunty Ang big smooches! She is so cute Ang and i wish you could meet her..love you! xx

🌷 Sandra Kay gave a flower Love you miss you xxx

In a world where everyone seems to be stronger and bigger than myself, I miss the comfort of my small, quiet, perfect companion... every day xxx

🌷 Jill files gave a flower Dearest wee pet, miss you so muchxxxx

🌷 Bel Mills gave a flower I so wish you were still here gorgeous girl xxxxxxxxxx

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🕯 Peter Teudt lit a candle You're in our hearts, our minds and conversations every day......there's not one that passes where I don't remember. The kids do too, they honouryouever day also. We'll always love you and always miss you. Our love always Pete, Tails, Britty and Bys xxxxxxx

🌷 Peter Teudt gave a flower 1 and 1/2 years have passed but your memory is as strong and beautiful as ever! Always in my heart my Preshie xxxxxxx

🕯 Sandra Kay lit a candle I had a weekend of tea, shortbread & gossip mags & such an overwhelming desire to talk to you, I miss you. Love you xx

Happy Birthday gorgeous gorgeous Ang, love you & miss you. Xxxx

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🌷 Peter Teudt gave a flower Everyday xxxx

🕯 Peter Teudt lit a candle You'll never fade xxxx

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🕯 Sandra Kay lit a candle Beautiful friend, you are loved and missed so very much. xxxx

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🕯 Peter Teudt lit a candle Hey Mum. It's me Tails. I miss u so much and wish u were here to give me one last kiss and cuddle. Love u soooooo much.

🕯 Emily Ball lit a candle Missing you and wishing you were going to be here for Christmas it's still hard and so unfair. Love you Ang xxxx

🕯 Sandra Kay lit a candle Thinking of you so much today.....I've no doubt you went with Tails...Love you xx

🕯 Peter Teudt lit a candle We miss your beautiful face! Your big boy went off to High School today, where did that time go? So much has happened in their short lives....too much has happened! We think of you every day and your memory makes our tears smile xxxxxxx

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🕯 Charmaine Tilley lit a candle Thinking of your family this Christmas x x x

🕯 Peter Teudt lit a candle Merry Christmas Preshie, your babies are safe, happy and healthy!! You'd be ever so proud! Keep watching over us all xxxxx

🌷 Bel Mills gave a flower xxxxxxxx miss you so much xxxxxxxx

🕯 Taylor Teudt lit a candle Missing you lots and lots all the time my beautiful mummy xxxxxxx

🌷 Bindy gave a flower I will be arriving in Australia in a month knowing my visits home will never be the same. Wishing with all my heart that you would be there to greet me at the airport like always. I loved my visits with you and your gorgeous kiddies and I will cherish those memories forever. Miss you very much beautiful sister and think o...more

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🌷 Emily Ball gave a flower Love and miss you so much xo

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