🕯 Pamela Hall lit a candle My beautiful husband Alan, I miss you more each day and life gets harder each day. I'm just starting to let the pain in but its only a bit at a time because if it all comes in at once it will drown me. It hits me harder when I leave work to go home because your not there waiting for me. Its the first time in my life that...more

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🕯 Bridgnorth High Co-op lit a candle Missing you more and more, every single day. You were the best thing that ever happened to me. x

🕯 Pamela Hall lit a candle One day short of 8 months Alan and its been a difficult, long, lonely road. No one else can travel it for me but I know you are by my side always. How can I move on without you. some days are better than others but its still hard not having you here with me. I have such good friends in my life that have helped me to surv...more

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🕯 Pamela Hall lit a candle Its been a long hard day today Alan. I am missing you so much. Our children are missing you dreadfully and I worry about the grandchildren that can remember you and I worry for those that never really got to know you.Then there is poor Bertie who never even got the chance to meet you and Cathy is having another baby. Not...more

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🕯 Pamela Hall lit a candle Darling, In the last few days I found a letter I had written to you before our last meeting at the chapel of rest. I had forgotten the letter completely but I'm so glad I found it. The letter contained all my feelings, all my emotions, everything that you meant to me. It seems so long since I saw you, held you, kissed yo...more

🕯 Pamela Hall lit a candle Darling, here I am in France for 2 months. Still missing you everyday, still cry every day, still feel the pain every day. I dreamt of you this week for the first time. I dreamt that all the crap in my life was going away because you took me by the hand and led me away from it all. I wanted to run back to the crap but yo...more